Puzzle of fate

chapter 1.1

Wakeup!,wakeup! I groan as a certain annoying hand try to jerk me up from my beauty sleep.
Seriously, why can't I have a peace of mind in this house? I can't believe Even in my sleep the devil's are after me.
I'm that girl who does not mess with her sleep but I know certainly that the annoying hand belongs to no other than my my annoying ass brother who will never
allow me to enjoy my sleep to the fullest.

Knowing that he will never stop till I wake up, I furiously throw the guilt off me and sit on my queen sized bed whiles trying to rub the sleep from my eyes, giving my brother who is standing at the foot of my bed an angry glare. Ugh! Only if looks could kill. Haha seriously, if looks could really kill, then I would not even have to worry about my demons anymore.

But my brother been the brat he is just gives me one of his infamous cheeky grins which makes me angrily throw one of my pillows at him.
' mum says break fast is ready so I should call you' he says which earns another groan from me.
"For christ sake Randel, is 6:45am and so why do you have to wake me for something that can wait?" I asked him as he just smirked at me and left the room.
Why do I have to even ask? I know my opinion is like a number subtracted from the same number  as far as I'm under the infuriating roof of the devil herself.

Ok so I think a little introduction will do?
What should I even say? I'm freesia Zarie Harison,18years and stays with my mum,Maribel Harison who have been taking care or should I say, making my life a living hell since my father mysteriously
disappeared to who knows where.
And the last two people to add to my small hell of a family is my stepfather, Jake and 7 years old son, Desmond who is also the world's most biggest brat hehe.
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After performing my morning bussiness, I decide to go down stairs and immediately I stepped out, I was greeted with the sweet aroma of coffee and scrumbled eggs.
Actually apart from me being in love with sleeping, I'm also a foodie so whenever I'm in a sour mood, it's only two things that can cheer me up.
My bestfriend, Penelope and food. I eat everything that is labeled as food so far as it is presentable.
I quickly go down to have my breakfast but I stop by the kitchen when I catch a glimpse of my mum and decide to greet her.
" Good morning mum" I said but was greeted with nothing but silence. seeing that my mum is voluntarily ignoring me, I decided to head to the dining place. It's not like I fancy talking to her anyways.

And it is not like my mum has ever liked me so I just shrugged it off even though it hurts a little to see my own mother loving my stepbrother and hating me just because I resemble my father. It's not like I harbor any ill feelings towards the 7year old brat or anything. I just feel like my mum should at least show me a little bit of affection.

Actually I don't even know why she should hate me because it's not like we get to choose how we want to look like plus I don't even remember ever disrespecting or behaving ill towards her
Even though she has been telling me since I was just an infant that my father left us one night without the knowledge of anyone, I doubt her because she did not even try to search for her husband and did not wait a second to marry Jake, who by some reason also hates my guts. I mean, he should just mind his business. He's not even ashamed to be spending the money that he did not sweat for.
Even though I was still young when my father left, I know my father who always used to buy me gifts and show me love would never leave us purposely.
Ever Since my father left, my mom has been the acting C.E.O of bennick corp, One of the high and successful companies in New york that deals in so many goods such as clothings, shoes and more. Of course Jake is also managing the business alongside my mum or should I say he is the C. E. O because he acts just like it. I'm just thankful that my mum still has some sense of reasoning and has not transferred the business to Jake. Yet!

Infact my mum has been spending my dad's money with no care and I even doubt if she would have even allowed me to go to school if not for all the properties my dad left for us.
She has never cared about what I do, whether I fuck around or not, whether I sleep at home or not, whether I eat or what I even want to do with my life.
She has never checked whether I do well in school or not, I just have to ask for money or what I want then she provides it.
One thing I enjoy most is freedom to do everything I like and the ability to have whatever I want as a teenager but it bothers me every day to know that I can never have the motherly love I so crave for.

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Breakfast was the same with me sitting at my usual spot with no one talking to me except Desmond of course. That boy seems to like me a little and I think I also like him a bit but still, I'm not retracting what I said earlier. He is a big fat brat!
I just sit there and focus on my food as my mum and her beloved husband have conversations about business. It's not even a conversation because my mum literally agrees to whatever suggestion Jake makes.

After having my breakfast, I came to my room and took a bath.
I'm now in my large walk in closet full of clothes. After searching for what to wear for the past 6mins, I decide to wear a black leggings, a white Chanel crop top and my black and white sneaker.
I applied only a lip gloss and maskara since I'm not good with make-up .

Zarie! Zarie!
Just after I was done, I heard my mum calling and I told her I would be down. I don't bother rushing myself since I know whatever she is going to tell me is not that serious and for the record, nothing good comes out of any conversation we make.

Throwing my back pack at my back, I stepped out to go and meet my mum but just as I was about to reach the living room, I hear my mum say something that almost make me loose conciousness.

Writer's note;

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