Nova
Why does everyone care about me now. I just want to be a classic human being but that's not an option anymore is it. It's been a week since i last self harmed. I've been working everyday (my request of course) from 5:30am to 7:00pm. Hoppo said at the start it would be bad for my health but said it was okay since he and the others could watch over me. Working for 7 days straight dose take a toll even if i tried to hide it the boys saw right though me. Since i was wanting to work everyday i got 2 full days of tower work. "NOVA, You there?" Whippets voice runs through the tower. I didn't realise that I had lost focus. "Ya, I'm here Whip what do you want?" my voice unsure how long ago I lost focus. "Nova, I know how much you love working here and everything but..." His voice had a tone of being unsure. "But what Whip, are you guys kicking me off the team?" That was the worse thought that came to my mind, the thing I love the most to be taken away from me almost instantly. "Hell no Nova, we were all thinking and we all agreed that Jesse, Maxi, Myself, Harrison and you should all go to Darwin for 5 days, if you agree" he looks at me nervously hoping I agree. "Yeah sure, what's better than hanging out in Darwin with all my best friends" to say that Whip looked shocked is an understatement. "WAIT REALLY" the excitement was something I didn't expect "Yeah why wouldn't I go? I love Darwin". I was really confused about why he thought I wouldn't go. "I don't know, Maxi said that I should ask because you would most likely say yes if I asked and not anyone else" I just start laughing my head off. This is going to ether be hell or be amazing.
*1 week later*
I'm sitting in between my two best mates and my other two mates getting the luxury of sitting in the front. "Why am I always in the middle?" I ask to everyone in the car. "Because you a girl, duh" oh god, "Poor old Maxi might want to jump out a window before this girl punches him in the nose" giving him a death glare as he sits as close to the window as possible. "OKAY OKAY, I'M JOKING DON'T HURT ME PLEASE NOVA" I try not to fall into a fit of giggles, but I failed. I slowly start moving my hand as if it was in slow mo towards Maxi's face. I stop before I could get near him as I feel the car stop. I look out the window to see the airport. "WE ARE HERE" Harrison screams.
*time skip*
We get to the hotel and the view was amazing. Only problem was there was 3 rooms and 5 of us. I ran straight to the master bedroom that also had an ensuite. "MINE" I scream so the others could hear. I walk out to find that Jesse and Whippet are sharing a room and Maxi and Harrison are sharing. I find the portable wifi that comes with the place and steal it for myself. I had almost made it to the room when Maxi saw that it was missing and demanded EVERYONE came back to the living area. I jump and throw the wifi onto my bed and walked back to the area. I jumped over the back of the couch. "what do you want Maxi" Jesse asks. "WHO STOLE THE WIFI" Maxi screams again. "We have wifi?" I ask as innocently as possible. "YOU TOOK THE WIFI" Maxi yells and I just laugh. He jumps on top of me and tickles me. I just keep laughing my head off. "If you stop I will go buy food" I say as he still tickles me. He jumps off me. I walk back to my room, I may be 15 but I act like I'm 19....somedays. "WHOS COMING WITH ME" I scream so they all can hear me I only hear a reply from Whip "yeah sure, someone has to drive".
We get back and I pick up the slab of beer and put it all in the fridge. I look at the time, 7:45pm. I have the choice of swimming or cooking. Swimming it is. I see that the boys including Whip who helped me shop sitting outside. "Anyone up for swimming?" all the boys faces lit up and ran inside. I walk back laughing about how much they want to go swimming.
We got back from swimming and all the boys were hungry so I told them to shower while I made pasta. The pasta was finished and I called out dinner. Whip, Maxi and Harrison sprint out of their rooms but no Jesse. "You can start eating" I call out as the boys dig in to the food. I knock on the door of Jesse's room. I walk over to him and sit down next to him. "You okay?" I ask him, he is always worried if I'm okay or not so its time to change rolls. "Its stupid" His voice cracked and dry. "Just tell me what's up, I won't tell the boys if you don't want me to". I say just hoping he opens up to me. "what eating disorder did you use to have" I hug Jesse in a side hug kinda thing "anorexia, why do you want to know" I was now thinking if I had even seen Jesse eat in the past week. "How did you start getting over it" I watched as a tear falls down his face and hug him properly. "Once I realised how bad it was for me, I told my closest friends and then everyone else so they could help me through. I then started eating, but not eating full on meals just a salad every 2 days. Then with the help of you and the rest of the team I started feeling better about myself and ate at least every day" I finish my little rant, I look up at Jesse. "You can go stay in my room okay, I'll go make you a small salad and you can try and eat it. Do you want me to tell the boys?" he nods, hugs me then stands up and moves over to my room. I walk out to the kitchen and make up a little salad. "Where's Jesse?" Harrison asks with nods from the other two. "I'll go give him this salad and then tell you, okay?" I grab the bowl and walk down to my room, I walk over to Jesse and give him the salad. "Thank you" his voice full of tears I just hug him and leave him alone.
I walk into the kitchen, ready to answer questions. "do you want a beer?" I ask the boys. I see them all nod. I grab out 4 beers "Nova, Put the beer down" I turn around and face Whippet. "Please Whip, just one beer" I beg him to let me have just one beer. "Nova your 15, your underage. We just don't want you to go through hell again." Harrison pips in to the conversion. He was right. When I was 13/14 I was in a group in school who drank. I got addicted really easy and the rest of the group were sent to jail. "Can I have half at least, its been nearly 2 years since that all happened, please just let me" if they said no, I wasn't going to push it. "No, sorry Nova, maybe next time, but what's going on with Jesse" I hand the boys their beers. "He's turning anorexic, I convinced him to have a salad but I don't know if he will eat it." The boys faces all look shocked because nobody can really tell when you anorexic until you tell them, then everything hits them. I leave the boys alone for a couple of minutes while I went to check on Jesse. I knocked on the door and I hear I small "come in". I walk in to see half of the salad missing which is amazing. "do you want to go talk to the boys, they are all worried about you" he nods and stands up I take the bowl off him and walk out, Jesse walking behind me. I swear I have never seen maxi move so fast, even when he's going from the tower to rescue someone at south he is still slower.
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never again//bondi rescue fanfic
Fanfictionnova, she's a lifeguard at the world famous Bondi beach. she seems like a happy 16-year-old, but the truth is she has a dark side, ever since she was 11 she has been depressed, what happens when her fellow workmates try and dig deeper into her past...