Oh
Wow
It's really back isn't it.
I might as well, right? I mean- it's second birthday is near, just this summer.In that case, advanced happy birthday, depression.
Oh
Right
No one cares.Aa listen to rolling girl by the way. It's the best song to cry to.))
Because it's a hard, solid no.
I won't.
Sure, maybe I will
But
What's the use of being happy if you know people will just break you again?
I didn't even want to try being happy when I was.
I wanted to be sad. To be depressed. Because I knew me being happy would distract me from all the cruelty of the world to me and to others. Because I knew it held me back from helping people. Because I knew the higher my spirits are, the lower people would bring my feelings to.
But- even right now.. Isn't this what I wanted? To have those thoughts again? Then why am I just wishing they'd go away? Even when I want them to stay?
The voices. They keep coming. It won't end.Thank you, you three special people for bringing it back.
I know you hate me.
So
If I ever kill myself, this is for you.So for now, I dedicate all my cuts to you.
Ex-friend, to you.
The last I've felt feelings to, for you.
And the liar, to you.
YOU ARE READING
"Art book" 2
RandomA second art book :0 I update once I have enough art to my liking ^^ so ples be patient