When We See Shooting Stars

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Yoongi, 27 April, 2014
"Are you out of your mind? What's the matter with you?" Jin hyung shouted.

"How could you say that to her?" Namjoon breathed.

I don't know what really had gotten into me. I was out of my damn mind. I saw Jungkook staring at me coldly, he never did this to me before. And then, everyone just walked away, leaving me behind, without saying a word.

I laid on the bed, trying to get some sleep. Then all on a sudden, l heard my own voice inside my head.

"You still think you deserve my love after all of this?"

"You still want to date me?"

"You still want me to love you?"

"Aren't you ashamed of yourself?"

I opened my eye-lids.

Have l really...said these to her?

I haven't, have l?

I searched for my phone and dialled to her number. It was switched off. Shit! What the hell have l done! How could l say those to her? What have l done?

30 April, 2014
The boys haven't talked to me properly in these days. Only last night Jimin came to me.

"Hyung, we'll be going on an amusement tour next week",he said.

"Where so suddenly?"

"BigHit is going to arrange it. We are going to Busan's new food manufacturer industry. All the BigHit members are going."

"I see", l said quietly, almost whispering to myself. Does that mean she's gonna come too? I've to talk to her.

Hanna, please wait for me.