When We See Shooting Stars

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Yoongi, 9 May, 2014
I was panting heavily as l entered the practice room. I rushed here as fast as l could when l heard unnie and Jihyo was here. Hanna must be with them. I found everyone staring at me. I walked towards noona.

"Where's Hanna?"

"Why?" She asked coldly.

I gulped," l need to  talk to her, noona.

"Why dear? Is it urgent?"

I growled, 'dear'? She sounds so cold! She has never been like this to me, to anyone.

"Tell me Yoongi, why do you want to talk to her?"

"Noona, she's getting me wrong. I-I, that day...Yura k-kissed me."

She stared through my soul.

I tried to explain,"That day in Busan, Yura confessed that she's in love with me, and she kissed me. She-l refused and she went away. But Hanna caught the sight and-and she thinks l am cheating on h-"

"What does Hanna have to do with that?" She cut my words.

"What?"

"Yeah, what has she got to do with that? I mean you have made up her worth so clear to her, you said that, she doesn't what does that say? 'Deserve' your love. So, why is it bothering you so much, Mr. Min?"
I looked down.

"Why would you care if she gets you wrong? You're such a fantastic idol, a talented personality! Why would a person like you waste his talent, his time behind someone like her? She's hated by all, wanted by none. Why would it bother you anyway if she gets you wrong?"

"N-noona, l-"

"Why did you do that to her oppa?" Asked Jihyo, in a broken voice, "She needs you so much right now she needs you to stand by her. And-"

"No, she doesn't need him, Jihyo" said noona, "We are enough to stand by her."

I hung my head down,"Where is she, noona?"

"She has gone for therapy."

"Therapy?"

"She has got depression", she answered coldly,"While we are tryin to stand by her, she is struggking to get past, you just ruined everything."
I felt a strong pain in my chest. I ruined everything?

Noona wiped her tears, "She loves you more than anyone else, and you just thdew her away. You-you-let's go Jihyo."

She walked away, before slamming the door she said,"And don't dare to think she told us about this. It was your boys."