Knock
Knock
Knock. Someone knocked on the door
"what?"I asked between the tears.
"its Paul"Paul said.
"oh okay"I said went unlocked the door and let him in. When he saw me his face softened
"are you okay?"he asked I shook my head.
"I'm sorry"he said hugging me.
"its not your fault its actually mine! I'm the one who isn't supposed to be alive while I'm just ruining everyone's live! I'm wish I died instead of my parents, it would've been WAY better than just living pain all my life!!"I said between the hiccups crying my heart out. I was meaning every word I was saying.
"don't say that!! Your not supposed to say that!!"he disagreed with me.
"anyway's I've got the keys"I said giving him the keys. We went and locked the doors on them without them knowing. I guess everyone's asleep. We put the boxes in front of their door then I broke down on the floor I couldn't take it. I couldn't help it. Its too much, when will I ever be Happy??!!!!!!!!
"come one darling let's go"Paul said helping me up. The bodyguards has put the bags in the cars and sent it to the airport. I got the things I left. I got my glasses and beanies. I was still in my white cropped shirt and grey sweatpants. I looked at the tattoo and Paul realised it.
"Nice tattoo and Bar"he said talking about my belly button bar and the tattoo me and Harry got.
"yeah I done it with Harry today. He's got kinda the same as me"I said
"he's got his belly button pierced??!!"he asked like he's gonna go mental. I laughed my head off in car and everyone looked at me.
"Nooo!! I mean the tattoo. Oh Paul you make me laugh"I said. For a moment I forgot about my pain but then it came back. I'm leaving them forever!!
I plugged my Dr.Dre hot pink headphones that I also found with the covers the boys got me. I put Last Time by Chris brown and just thought about everything and how am I gonna live without the I didn't realised that a tear has fell until Paul wiped it.
"if it makes you better you can send them letters every now and then!"he said to me.
"I'd love to"I said smiling a bit. Then the letter came on my mine. The part were I told Harry the he should find his real true love cause I won't do him any good and he should never try to find me, him nor the others.
"where here"said the driver which caused my heart to stop. Please let it be a dream please. I pinched myself hoping to wake up.
"What are you doing?" Paul asked.
"trying to wake myself from this nightmare! But its not working"I cried.
"come on"he said putting his arm around me giving me a side hug. We then went to the private jet which is just for the boys. It was at the back of the airport in the VIP place. Paul told me that his gonna come with me to Cali and to check if everything how I wanted it. I walked into the jet and it was amaZayn. There was like 20 seats there's seats that's got the boy's pictures on and the girls too and their names . Even me?
"wow"I said.
"you like it?"he asked. I nodded I sat down in my seat and Paul sat on the seat that's got Harry's picture on. There was some bodyguards with us to guard us. I took some pills some woman that works in the jet gave me which drove me straight to sleep. Well I'll sleep for a bit to get away from this pain.
