"Harry Styles"he also smiled showing his beautiful smile. I gotta admit I checked him out and he was wearing some good clothes. We gazed into each others eyes for a second then. I realised and looked down. "I'm really sorry but I'm dead if I don't go now but it was very nice to meet you. Byee" I said waving and ran to the elevator because out apartment is on the last floor which is 50th floor. I waited for the elevator and looked back to see Harry looking at me then he looked away and went inside the apartment next to mine. Did that gaze mean something? Am I gonna see him again? My thoughts were cut by the ping of the elevator. I walked in and went to meet Ann. When the door opened I was met by a very pissed off Ann. "what took so long?"she shrieked. "keep your hair on I'll tell you" I said with a smile on my face and told her everything as we got the bus to the city centre. "aww bless"all she squealed. "Shhh"I said putting my hand on her mouth to make her shut up. We came to a stop and got off and made our to the shops. Ann finished a WHOLE £50 she got and now our hands are full of her clothes and shoes after eating breakfast at Greggs. I got coffee with an apple trying to loose some of this disgusting fat on me and Ann got sweetcorn and tuna sandwich with tea . I decided to not touch the money from mum and dad except for the right time. Ann brought a blackberry and so did I although I ain't that good with technology but oh well for important times! . When we got on the bus I grabbed a newspaper. Then on the front page something made me freeze in the middle of the bus. "Maaarryyyyyy"Ann said waving at me. "omg"I choked. "what what happened what's wrong?"she asked. "look!!"I showed her the newspaper. "yeah what?"she asked. I pointed the picture and the name of the person under the picture. "NO!!"she said shocked. I nodded. Harry the guy I met today was the HARRY STYLES from ONE DIRECTION the biggest British boy band !! Oh. My. God. Its one of the most shocking things ever happened to me. I sat down starring at the newspaper still shocked. We were going to drop the bags off at the apartment then go and find a job. We found a starbox next to our apartment which allowed us to work on Saturday's from 10am in the morning until 5pm. And on weekdays from 4pm until 10pm at night. And on every week they give us £50 which was a very good offer. We were gonna start work on Monday cause now its 6pm. we went home and Ann went to her room to tidy the clothes that she brought. And I started fiddling with my new blackberry. After fiddling with my new phone I went to watch the TV in the living room. then after a bit Ann joined me. We watched the TV till we drifted to sleep. I woke up to find myself covered with the white cover we keep spare on the sofa. And Ann sitting there on her phone and headphones in her ears. Then I saw a book next to her. Well actually THE book. Our songs book. She most be getting some idea's from the other songs. Thank god we activated our BB service. I got up and made my way to my room then checked the time and it was 1:38 wow well someone slept a lot today. I went and took a warm shower to wake me up. Then shaved my legs and armpits. I then made my way to my wardrobe and put on some purple v-neck vest and my grey swearpants and hoodie. I went to my phone and bbm'ed Ann so I can use her hair dryer and she gladly said yeah. I went and grabbed it then started drying my hair. Then put some foundation on my face and some mascara. I put my hair in a messy bun and grabbed my purse and phone then put my white converse on and made my way out. I told Ann I'm going to the library and I did so. I went to find some good movies to borrow for today. I found 'The notebook' and 'Love Actually'. With some other chick flicks. I then went back home to see Harry with some other 4 boys. He smiled when he saw me and came up to me. "Hey Mary"he said with his hands in his pockets. "Hi Harry"I smiled. the boys behind Harry noticed us. And one of them who had a carrot in his hand said. "awwww Harry found a new friend"he cooed which made me giggle. "shut up lou!"Harry said and playfully hit him. "Hazza bear how could you"the lou guy faked shocked. "I'm sorry boo bear. You know I love you and only you"Harry said kissing his cheek? "awwww harreeeh"lou said and hugged him. Wth is going on I looked at their friends who were cracking up. "so are you a fan?" the one with brown hair and brown eyes asked. Fan? "please don't squeeze my bum"the blonde one said hiding behind the one with brown hair and eyes. I gave him the 'what are you on about' look then looked at Harry who finished his guy love. "ermm do you know who we are?"the one with black hair asked pointing to all of them. "emm not really I just know Harry cause I bumped into him yesterday and I just know that his called 'Harry Styles' that's it"I said ashamed looking at my feet. "but what do you mean with 'are you a fan?' Fan of what?"I asked knowing exactly what they're on about but no way I was telling them I know them. They're gonna think that I'm using their fame!. "he mean are you a fan of 'love actually' the film."Harry finally spoke pointing to the bag in my hand that had the movies. "I don't know really I was planning on watching it with my friend for the first time. You can join us if you want!" I said. "I'm sorry to inform you that we kind of got some important place to go to now and we won't be finished until two hours" the black haired lad said. "oww that's sad but if you want you can come after we'll wait so we can have dinner together"I said. They exchanged a conversation with their eyes then "yeaaahhh"they all chorused. I laughed "okay see you in a bit guys"I said waving at them as they went to the elevator and they waved back and smiled. I walked back home to find Ann watching TV. "HEYYYYYYYYY!!!!"I said grinning. "HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!"she said mocking my tone. "get upp we got people coming!!"I said and she looked at me funny. "who?" she asked "one direction"I said simply which made her look at me like I had two head. "did you just say that?t"she asked and I nodded. "howw?"she asked and I told her the whole story and she was cracking up about that lou guy and Harry's love. I even told her that I'm not letting them know that we know them cause their gonna think were using them but were not!. I got up and started tidying up as she went to cook dinner cause I can't cook. After finished I checked the time and it was 3:58. And there was a knock Ann went to change her clothes from yesterday as I opened the door. "do you have carrots?"the lou guy asked. What's up with him and carrots. I nodded. "we can stay guyys!!"he shouted. I just laughed. Then he came and gave me a bear hug. "Can't....Breath...."I managed to choke out. "sorry love"he said and let me go. Then the others came and hugged me. And Harry was the last who gave me a hug which made me shiver? It kind of lasted long until we hear a cough which tour us apart madly blushing. I looked at them standing there smiling awkwardly. "sorry"I said embarrassed then Ann came wearing black sweatpants and blue vest with her natUral curly hair out. "someone took their time"I said crossing my hands. "sorry babe I took a shower"she said then she hugged the boys. "sorry for being rude and not introducing ourselves. I'm Liam Payne" the guy with brown hair and eyes said. "I'm Niall Horan"the blonde one said. "I'm Louis Tomlinson. The carrot king"the lou guy from earlier said and me and Ann giggled at the carrot kind part. "I'm Zayn Malik"the black haired lad. "and I'm Harry Styles"Harry said and looked at me. I just smiled. "nice to meet you lads" I said "who's hungry??"Ann shouted and Niall ran to her. "Yeahh buddiiee"he shouted. Ann has made fish and chips. "is there any carrots?" lou asked. I nodded and gave him three carrots and he screamed a 'YAY' I then put a spoon, knife and a fork in a plate with tissue so they put how much they need. When I gave Liam the plate he threw the spoon. Repeating the words 'get it away from me' and went to hide behind Zayn. I looked at Harry and gave him the 'explain please' look. "Liams afraid of spoons"he simply said shrugging he's shoulders. I looked at Ann and we laughed. But the boys looked serious. "emm your joking right?" Ann asked. But they shook their heads. Our jaws dropped. "oh I'm sorry"we both said I felt the blood rush to my face caused by embarrassment. We then started eating and talking (them eating proper food and me eating my fruits ) the boys asking us question and Also did the same. They're actually cool. "but guys if your 18 and above and you live together how do you get the money without working?"I asked cause they havent told us that their singers. "uhh you see there's something you two need to know. But we didn't want to tell you before cause your gonna like us for this and we want you to like us for who we really are"Harry said seriously. "were the biggest British boy band and were called One Direction"Niall said. "yeah right" Ann said. "prove it!"I demanded. "huh"they all looked at me funny. "sing so we'll believe you!"I said. "okay. Boys let's sings stole my heart" Harry said and winked with massive grin on his face. After they finished singing that songs they're just soooooo good!!I was shocked to be honest I didn't think they're that good and and they're voice are WAY better on real life. "wow" was what me and Ann could choked out. "So what do you think?"they asked "VERY bad!!"I said putting my disgusted face on. " yeah right. I seen your face when we sang so Don't lie!"lou said with a smirk on his face which made the boys laugh. "Kay I'll admit you were good"I said putting my hands up. "Hollllddd onn everyonee!!" Niall shouted. "Mary why are you not eating and didn't even touch the food!?"he asked raising an eyebrow. "huh emm I .. I ate before.."I stuttered. "how come I didn't see you then?"Ann asked also raising an eyebrow. "well, you.. Uhh.. Youu werree... You were upstairs yeah you were upstairs"I stuttered. Ann got up off the couch they were eating on and came up to me. "get up I need to talk to you"she demanded sounding annoyed then she gave me a hand and I took it. She dragged me upstairs to her room. Then locked the door. "Mary don't you DARE!!"she said annoyed. "don't I dare what??"I said not knowing what she's on about. "don't act dumb you know what I'm talking about and have you took your insulin today ?!!! Mary you have stunning body which makes you even more beautiful then you naturally are. If you ever dare try not eating again you will loose me!" and this is no joke this is serious you know!!and obviously your thinking how did I know this its because your face is pale and your loosing weight"she shouted at me while tears streamed down her face and mine. This is all happened and she doesn't know I've been doing this for a month now "I'm not doing what you think I'm doing and I DID take my insulin and its not cause I'm effing diabetic you treat me like this!!"I shouted back. "I can't believe you think of me like that" I whispered and ran out of the room after unlocking it. I went to my room and ran to my balcony. I sat on one of the two chairs in the balcony. And started crying my head off. Rememebering last year. Last year when before I turned 15 I kinda started getting fat and loads of people started bullying me and all called me fat. Like nearly THE WHOLE school started calling me fat. I stopped eating. Until I became an anorexic and then people realised and Miss Jones didn't leave me alone either Ann. They made me eat everything for like two hours. It was like 5 months they kept feeding me like this. Then finally they stopped when I became better. But here I am again doing it but like 3 months ago I found out I had diabetes and now I guess I'm doing it again but without them noticing. I only eat fruits and vegs and act like I'm turning healthy until I loose some of this nasty weight. I remember mum use to always tell me that I'm just beautiful the way I am and don't need anything to make me look better. But when she left I lost all the confidence I had. My thoughts were cut when I heard a knock on the door then I went to open it and felt dizzy then everything went blur. felt myself falling then it all went black. I heard a few screams and voices I couldn't make out were shouting my name. Then I couldn't hear anymore.
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woke up to this annoying sound then I felt like I've beer run over a truck.
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Arghh would someone shut this annoying sound!!
I tried to move but couldn't. Then I felt my hand twitch a bit."did you see that !! Her hand!!"someone whisper/yelled. Then I heard footsteps coming close. Then my sense came back to me. I mentally smiled my evil smile.
"BOO!!!"I shouted and shot my eyes widely.
"AHHHHHHHHHH" they all screamed clutching their hearts after they jumped a mile away from me. I burst out laughing until I started tearing.
"you'd be the death of me Mary Moore!!"Ann screamed.
"your-your faces"I said between the laughs I managed to choke out.
"you scared the crap out of us!!"lou yelled. I finally finished laughing and looked around to find myself in a hospital room.
"what am I doing here?"I said confused.
"when Harry came to check on you he found you on the floor after fainting cause you didn't take your insulin!!"Liam said
"you also didn't eat" lou added which shocked me. How did he know?!
"the doctor told us"zayn said reading my mind.
"oh" I said and looked at my fingers. I found it attractive at the moment which is caused by embarrassment.
"why didn't you tell us?"Harry asked. I looked up at him to find him looking so sad.
"I don't know. I didn't want you to treat me different I guess"I mumbled while looking down again.
"why would you think that?"he asked.
"cause that's what everyone does"I said eyeing Ann who looked ashamed. I looked own I couldn't face them I got up to go to the toilet when I felt my eyes starting to water. They can't see me cry!! But got dizzy and Harry held me then picked me in bride style and put me on the bed. I dived my head in the pillow so I won't look at them.
"come on guys" I heard lou shout then I heard footsteps go away then the door close. Thank God I'm alone I can cry now without anyone knowing that. I started crying the I felt an arm on my back comforting me. I looked up to find Harry. He smiled sadly at me.
"what's wrong babe why you crying??"he said wiping tears off my cheeks with his finger which sent me shivers and I could tell he felt it. After wiping then away he pulled me to his chest and pulled me to his lap after he sat on the bed. I sat there in his arms listening to his heart beat. I felt safe and loved which I haven't felt since my parents died. finally I stopped crying into his shirt and he cupped my face with his big warm hands and made me face him.
"Mary I know you don't know me that much but I feel like I have known you forever. You might not feel safe to talk to me about this but why didn't you eat or take the insulin??"he asked in his husky voice. I just stayed quite.
"its okay if you don't trust me its okay you don't have to darling"he said.
"no no its not like that its just I don't want to talk about it now. I'm sorry" I said and felt new fresh tears starting in my eyes.
"hey hey its okay take your time and don't worry about it. I just want you to know that I'm here for you anytime you want no matter what time. If you need anyone to talk to or just accompany you I'm here for you and so is the boys"he said as I laid my had on his chest again feeling the vibration of his chest as he talked. I smiled.
"Thank you Harry" I said.
"your welcome love"he said and started playing with my hair. It was nice. We stayed like this enjoying each others company until I fell asleep in Harry's strong arms.
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