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No. No. No.

Something is wrong. Maybe, it's just a shadow... or it's just a sick trick!

Jisoo would never, ever, ever, cheat on me. She... she was just Jisoo, right? She was just my cute, dorky, sweet, caring, Pikachu. Right?

"...Jen?"

I was startled out of my frantic thoughts by Seulgi, bending down towards my level, peering into my eyes. 

"You OK babes?" she asked, concerned. I just shook my head. Jisoo had promised, she promised, yet she still broke it. She broke her promise. I could still hear her words ringing in my ears, remembering everything I smelled, touched, saw, felt as those words echoed back in my mind. 'No matter what.'. 

"Seu-Seulgi," I managed to get out before sobbing all over again. Seulgi hugged me, leaning my head onto her shoulder and resting her chin on my head. She whispered comforting words, being the calm one as always, as I basically had a mental breakdown. 'It's okay hun,' 'It'll be alright,' 'Just tell me when you're ready Jen'.

What did I do to deserve someone like her? What did I do to deserve any of my friends? I couldn't even keep a girlfriend for over a week, what was I doing having all these friends I didn't talk to for weeks at a time, who's kindness I used while giving nothing back?

"Jen. Jennie. Jennie Ruby Jane, I swe-" Now Seulgi was the one with the panicked voice, now it sounded like she was the one tying to hold in her tears.

"I-Irene and Jisoo?" She asked in disbelief, and I just shook my head. She saw the photo, which I had placed on the night stand. She saw when Jisoo and Irene kissed.

Seulgi put her head in between her knees, shoulders shaking lightly. "No," she mumbled to herself, "They- they were drunk... didn't know what they were doing," she said with a small voice before she just went quiet altogether.

"...And our anniversary was just last week," Seulgi said faintly, and then repeated it, louder. Seulgi got up from our spot on the floor, and I followed. She walked over to wear Jisoo and Irene had been peacefully sleeping, nudging Irene with her foot for her to wake up.

"Hey bear," Irene greeted happily, but her face fell when she saw Seulgi's expression. 

"I saw some... pictures, from last night," Seulgi said in a calm, controlled voice. "It just happens, that the camera caught you and Jisoo. Ya know, kissing." Seulgi said the last word as if she hated it, loathed it, and Irene visibly paled.

Irene grabbed Seulgi's arm and dragged her out of the room, leaving me alone.

Alone, with a slightly terrified, now awake Kim Jisoo.

"I thought I could trust you. It was the one thing I believed, over the fact that we are real, or we need to eat, or any other proven fact out there. I thought I could trust you, over all of that." I took a deep breath before continuing. "I guess I was wrong. Kim Jisoo, I hope you're happy with your life... because I will no longer be in it."

I slammed the door shut. The only way I could've gone back to her, asked her to explain, was slammed shut.

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