tw: mentions of self harm and bruises
i wake up.
bruises.
all over me.
how?
suddenly, a boom.
crash.
mom runs into my room.
she says
get your stuff packed
we're moving away
but where? why? what's wrong?
i go downstairs
to see my mom
and dad has
destroyed everything
i'm guessing
he was drunk again
that can explain
the bruises on my skin.
we move away
to beach city
where everything sucks.
but my legs and arms
were hard to move
and i didn't give a fuck.
i wake up, scared. a flashback? again?
i check the time.
4:00 am
i go to the mirror across the room and check out the bruise. still there from childhood..
i start crying. hard.
not now, lapis, you know how sad you get when you think about your dad..
but i didn't care. i was done with this shit. so i went back to bed.
blood all over me.
i wonder when this will stop
the clock is ticking
tick
tick
tick.
suffocated, abused, used, away from home. take me back
i wake up, tears on my face. so many i
couldn't breathe.
i pulled out the blade. another shitty morning. i promised i wouldn't cut myself. but i did and it's all my fault.
yeet this chapter sucked but oh well 🤠
also sorry it's so short i'll make more chapters tomorrow
