Anthony’s POV
“Heh, well I do.” Ian says proudly. I can’t believe what is happening right now. Ian likes me back, I have no words! I feel a rush of happiness flow through my body. I am just sitting here looking into his beautiful big blue eyes. My cheeks feel very red, I am blushing the hardest I’ve been in awhile.
“S-so, uh, are we a thing?” I ask quietly. Ian chuckles. “Such a stupid question.” He says. “Yes, we are.” “Good.” I say, happily.
I am just smiling like an idiot right now.
“Do you want to film for Smosh today?” Ian asks. “Of course, let’s do it!”
So we call the crew and tell them to come on down today for filming, and we get our scripts that Ian typed out a few months ago. The day is going great.
Ian’s POV
The film crew shows up and sets up everything for the day. We get all the appropriate props out for what we will be filming and begin filming like usual. It’s as if the film crew already thought we were boyfriends, because every time we kissed they thought nothing of it. Like they knew it was supposed to happen. Then, a certain scene neither one of us are prepared are coming up.
Please keep in mind when I wrote this scene, it was before I was diagnosed with cancer. Anyways, the scene basically was simple. For comedy purposes, Anthony is supposed to be dressed as a Doctor TELLING me I have cancer. I am supposed to act like it’s no big deal. Lame joke, I know.
Before starting the scene, Anthony quietly says, “You know, we don’t have to do this scene man. We can just skip it.” I shake my head, “No, it’s ok.” Is all I can say. In the middle of the scene, Anthony seems to start forgetting his lines more often, and I notice he’s breathing heavily again. He’s having another panic attack. I immediately know doing this scene was a terrible idea.
“Anthony, baby, just breathe ok?” I say to him calmly.
“No, please, I need a minute!” He says, running off the set.
“I’ll be back.” I say towards the film crew. They are all very confused as to what’s going on.
I run after Anthony, trying to catch him. He is running too fast for me. “Anthony! Please, come back and talk to me!” I can’t believe I’m so out of breathe. I’m wheezing. I mean I have always had breathing problems. I have asthma, so I'm used to it. But this is worse than any asthma attack I've ever had in my life. This cancer is seriously affecting me more than I thought it was. It wants me dead. I finally see Anthony stop, I see him sobbing, but he’s stopped. I faintly hear him saying something, but I can’t make out what it is. Everything I hear is muffled. Everything I see is blurry. I walk towards him slowly, still wheezing, and suddenly, everything goes black.
