𝓑𝓵𝓾𝓼𝓱

✨Ch. 6✨

~Jungkook's POV~

We had finally made it to the end of our flight. It felt like we were on there forever. I was one of the first ones to leave but when I walked by Jimin he was still asleep. He was resting his head on Yoongi's shoulder. I definitely did not like seeing this. I hated seeing my boyfriend even near another guy. I mean I'm not that protective but what I mean is when he flirts with other guys. I just rolled my eyes and without thinking about it I had poked my tongue at my cheek and along the inside of my bottom lip.

It's around 6 in the morning and we're finding a hotel. I didn't really care though because I wanted to figure out what was happening with my relationship. I loved Jimin don't get me wrong but it kinda feels like we don't have the same love that we used to have. Everyone was in there hotel rooms and it was just me and Jimin outside. "So are you fucking Yoongi now?" I asked out of nowhere. "What? Why would you think that?" Jimin looked like he was very offended. I felt bad but it had to be said. "Just answer the god damn question!" I yelled shoving him into a wall. Tears were building up in his eyes and I could feel tears falling from mine. "No! Me and Yoongi are just really good friends. Why are you being so fucking violent? And what even made you think of that fucking stupid theory?" He yelled and slid down the wall. I don't know what had gotten into me I felt like I wasn't in control of what I was doing. I knew why I wasn't in control of myself. It was because I always kept a secret bottle of fireball in my bag. I took something so silly as Jimin resting his head on someone's shoulder way to far. I blame all of this on the alcohol. "I'm sorry baby I don't know what had gotten into me." I said and went in to give him a hug and a quick kiss. He kissed me and I deepened the kiss but Jimin pulled away. "Why do you taste and smell like alcohol?" Jimin asked. "I might of had just a little bit." I said gesturing with my fingers. He pushed me down and I fell on my butt. "I see what it is now you get drunk and come at me with all of your anger problems. You know what to be completely honest all I've done has been for your selfish ass. Why have I done all of this shit for you, because I fucking loved you. But I will not stay if your going to hurt me. And to be honest every time we've hung out recently oh wait what am I saying? That hasn't happened recently has it. It's like you never have time for me. And to honest we've been going out for a long time but I think that the love has faded and I think that's pretty obvious." He ranted. I felt horrible. "I'm sorry. I want to make more time for you but it's hard." I said trying to pull him in for a hug but only to be pushed away. "No we're done because you obviously can't trust me." He stood up and walked away.

I hurt him, I hurt him bad. Why can't I do anything right? I felt so fucking stupid I just let my relationship end. The relationship that I loved. I loved so much about him. I loved the way he looked. His beautiful face with his perfect jawline. His perfectly sexy body, when we had sex it was the most amazing time of my life. He even had a huge ass. I loved how adorable he was and loved how honest he was. I loved cuddling with him and bribing him so I could get what I want. The last two years were the best two of my life and now he's gone. I fucked up and I fucked up bad. I chugged down some more fireball tears streaming down my cheeks. I felt the spicy cinnamon drink burn my throat and tongue as it slid down. I put the lid back on the bottle and hid it in my bag again. I walked into my shared room with Hoseok and went straight to my bed to fall asleep. All of the crying had made me super tired.

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I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. The next chapter is going to be on how Jimin is feeling. I hope you guys enjoyed switching up the point of views. I thought it was fun seeing how the other person was feeling. I thought that the song at the top fit this chapter perfectly.

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