𝓑𝓵𝓾𝓼𝓱

✨Ch. 12 ✨

~Tae's Pov~
-Time Jump 5 Months-

It has been almost 5 whole months since me and Jungkook went to that rave. He stormed out on me. I couldn't even explain myself to him. He just ignored me no matter how I tried to contact him. We would see each other in person but he would walk away. I tried to call him but he would never answer. I tried to text him but he would never respond. I know he saw them though because he leaves me on read. I tried to apologize and tell him that I didn't know what I was thinking. I tried to let him know that I never wanted to pull something like that again. I talked to Jimin and asked him if he had seen or talked to Jungkook. He said he has but every time he brings me up he would walk away or get frustrated. I just wanted Jungkook to forgive me. That's all I wanted, I just wanted every thing to be back to normal. I didn't like him not talking to me. It made me feel so disappointed in myself. I know what I did was wrong but all I can say is that I learned from my mistakes. I know that Jimin has forgiven me and that he has his new boyfriend, which I'm very proud of him. Jungkook on the other hand won't even look at me. It's the past right? It's easy to forget the past right? Then why can't Jungkook just forgive me.

I was walking around my apartment because I was bored and the only thing I wanted to do was to talk to Jungkook. I sent him a message. "Hey..." I put my phone done not intending on getting reply. I drank some of my alcohol and lit a cigarette. I put the spongey thing in between my lips. I breathed in and could feel the smoke entering my lungs. I take out the cigarette and blow out some smoke. I loved the sight of the smoke. I even learned some cool tricks. I could blow smoke rings and make streams. It looked cool to me. I never really had a reason to smoke or drink it was just kinda a thing I did. I never really would realize that I was doing it and that it was bad. I just went with it. I heard a ding on my phone and jumped. I wasn't expecting to get a message. I grabbed my phone and looked at it. I had gotten a text from Jungkook. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I blinked and slapped myself. It was real!! I looked at the message and it read, "I'm sorry I've been ignoring you lately. I've been thinking about a lot of things. Jimin had told me that you weren't a bad person and that he forgave you. I already knew you weren't a bad person. It's just that it's hard to hear that kind of stuff. Also I can't hate you forever so I guess I should forgive you. If Jimin can forgive you so can I." I looked away and shut my eyes and let out a sigh. I took another puff of my cigarette and let out a little tear. I looked at my phone again and texted him back, "You're fine. I'm sorry for what I did. I'm I'm very happy that you forgave me. I understand why you didn't want to talk to me. I truly do...friends?" Jungkook text back almost immediately, "friends...I'm coming over.." I jumped and rushed to get ready for him. My house was a mess. There where ash trays full of cigarettes and ashes. There were empty liquor bottles and cans on the floor and table. Not to mention I was slightly or over slightly intoxicated. I changed out of my week old clothes and into something more presentable. I was wearing a hoodie and black ripped skinny jeans.

I ran into throughout my house taking all of the ash trays and dumping them out into the trash can. I hid all of the ash trays in a cabinet. I took all of the liquor trash and threw that away as well. Every thing look pretty good, now all I had to do was wash my hands. I put my hands in the sink and got a handful of soap. I quickly washed my hands and dried them off with a towel. I sat down on my couch taking deep breaths calming myself down. I shut my eyes and lean back. I hear a loud knock at the door and I almost jump out of my skin. I opened the door for Jungkook. He stares at me for a second before we go to sit down.

I sit down and look at him my voice gets quiet, "Thank you for forgiving me." Jungkook smiled at me and gave me a hug. "That's what friends are for right.." I pulled away from the hug and looked at him, "You're very right...I'm still really sorry". He shook his head and pecked me in the lips. My eyes were wide with shock and I could feel my heart racing. I was blushing as red as a tomato. I hid my face because I was embarrassed. "Look at you so cute.." Jungkook said running his fingers through my hair. "Don't say that! I'm not cute.." I said even more embarrassed. "Awe look your embarrassed and blushing." Jungkook smiled and pulled me into his lap. I hid my face in his chest and wrapped my arms around his torso. Jungkook rested his head on mine and I let out a happy sigh, I never wanted this to end. I never really knew that I felt this way towards Jungkook but now that it is happening, I feel happy and I think my feelings changed. Is it okay for me to like him? I looked up at him, "Jungkook....do..you....like me?" I said very nervous. He didn't answer with words but with actions. He leaned down and picked up my chin, pulling me closer to him. He kissed me again except this time I shut my eyes and kissed him back. Our lips gently moved together. Our lips strangely fit together very well. Our second kiss was gentle and had no tongue. I pulled away so I could take a breath. I looked at him again before connecting our lips again. I sat up straighter and moved closer. Our lips moving together gently except this time he added a bit of tongue. I let him add in his tongue and I added mine. I could feel his hands moving, they were resting on my shoulders but now they were moving down. I felt his hands and they were on my waist. He pushed me closer and gripped at my waist, it wasn't tough but gentle. Every thing was gentle and I liked it. He pulled away and we made eye contact. I smiled and said, "I think I like you too.." both of our faces were red. We hugged again and it felt nice I liked being held in his arms. I rested my head in the crook of his neck and tried to calm myself down. He rubbed my back and I shut my eyes. I accidentally slowly fell into a light sleep. He picked me up and put me down on the bed and crawled up next to me. He put his arm under my head and his other around my waist. His arm was very muscular but surprisingly comfortable. I think he fell asleep behind me. I was smiling in my sleep.

We're good now....
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I think the end of this story is coming pretty soon....only because I don't know what should happen next...I mean every one is happy...I could go into either Hoseok,Jin, or Namjoons pov. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I know I'm bad at it. I hope you enjoyed this chapter...I hope that this storyline isn't to dumb for you...

Bye
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