the questions

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"Jamie, why did you call me that at the party"?  

I can't speak because if I do ill fall apart... he was the first guy I ever liked the first guy I ever liked romanticly before that I would just consider myself straight but then... then I liked into his eyes. he was my first everything really... my first kiss my first crush no wonder it's so hard to make myself forget. I have to lie he can't know it was stupid of me to call him that anyway.

"what do you mean"I made sure I made myself give a questioning look 

"you called me yours after we kissed"I was shocked he said it like it was the most normal thing like kissing me was... well... nothing special. 

"i.." damn it what am I suppose to say 

"because the second I looked at you on the first day of freshmen year in Mrs. Gomez class you were my first and that memory is mine and I guess that makes you mine too" 

and I stood up so fast the chair fell behind me and I ran out of the library without looking back. 



hey guys ajax here look I know this chapter is really bad but I feel like it kinda fit or I'm just watching too many romantic movies well find out soon though thanks for reading

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