the thoughts of love

almost

ALEX POV:

we were sitting together in my room and I was nervous and my hands were sweating and thoughts of you kept running through my head so to distract myself I spoke.

" Jamie you're shaking" he looked at his hands and realized I was right He was and I couldn't look at you because I might just fall apart.

"Jamie" he looked up at me and I just couldn't help but laugh at how concerned you looked I wrapped my arms around your neck as I whispered into his your ear that I'm fine but in reality, the voice in my head kept yelling at me to kiss you because your right here and I could smell your shampoo and it was intoxicating. and as we looked into each other's eyes for a moment before we started to lean and...

"ALEX"

I JUMPED....i had to once I heard my fathers voice we were so close to think I could have had your lips again