I don't believe in love.

chapter : 2

Austin's POV

Next morning I wake up and realized I sleep at couch and I got up and came to my room and took shower and wear my blue jeans and black t-shirts and came outside and saw mom dad and I hug them and said " where u are last night " and dad said " we are at business meeting " and I smiled and mom said " so what fun u do last night with friends "  and I smiled and said " after college I go at library and then cafe and I read book and after some hours came home and change and read book " and dad said " we know when we came home we saw u sleeping with book in hand " and I smiled and eat food and mom said " u have to go out son enjoy life " and I said " I'm enjoying mom " and I smiled and said " by guys I have class " and they nodded and I came outside and sit in my car and started to drive .

After sometime I came at college and I park my car and came outside and saw alex and my friend's and they are waiting for someone and I said " what happened guys " and alex hug me and said " noting we are just waiting for Taylor and her sister to come " and I said " ok " and I came to my class.

After coming to my class I sit at my place and I was reading book and someone came and I saw at door and the girl is standing there and she was so beautiful her blue eyes and brown hair and she was looking so good.
She was wearing black jeans and red top and she saw me and smiled and I started to read again and teacher came and she sit beside me .

( What she sit beside me why? )

Its been last two years no one sit beside me at my place .

And I didn't said anything her and I focus my mind in what teacher is teaching us.

After class finish I got up and came at my second class .

At lunchtime I came at cafeteria and saw them and I sit at my place and alex said " hey are u ok I heard someone sit at your place with u " and I said " it's ok I think she is new student " and he nodded and smiled and ordered food and I saw Taylor came with that girl who sit beside me and they came and sit and said " hey guys " and they all smiled and she said " Austin she is my sister Becky she came yesterday hear everyone meet her yesterday at movie treater " and that girl smiled and forward hand for handshake and I said " nice to meet u I'm Austin " and she said
" I'm Becky nice to meet u too " and she smiled and they talk and eat food and after I finish eating I  got up and said " by guys " and came at my class and started to read book.

After classes I came outside at peaking lot and saw everyone there and alex said " we are going at cafe wanna come " and I said " u guys go " and Taylor said
" come on please u said yesterday u will come next time and now u have to come " and Oliver and Sam and Shannon also said " let's go " and I finally said " lets go " and I sit in my car and started to drive .

After sometime we came at cafe and I park car and came outside and after they came we came inside and sit and ordered coffees and cookies and they are talking and alex said " so becky tell us about yourself " and she smiled and said " I like to go out and enjoy and go on adventure and also I like to eat and study is my fav also " and they smiled and she said " now it's your turn guys " and alex said " so I like to go at gym and go out and play games " and Sam said " I like to read book and sing " and Shannon said " I like to go gym and some cooking also " and Oliver said " I like to read books and study some science " and she smiled and said " and u Austin " and I said " I like to read books " and she smiled and I said " I have to go I guys enjoy by " and I got up and came outside and sit in car and started to drive .

After some time I stop at candy store and buy candys and after that bages I put at back and started to drive again after that I stop at pizza shop and ordered some pizzas and after that I take pizzas and started to drive again.

After some time i finally stop at orphanage and came inside and saw Mr.jack and he smiled and said " hello Austin my boy how r u " and I smiled and said " perfectly fine actually I came hear to meet them if u said " and he smiled and said
"Of course my boy they are watching movie go meet them " and i smiled and said " I get some candys and pizza for them " and he smiled and said " u go i will come with food " and I smiled and came there and when they saw me they run and hug me tightly and its best filing in the world and I smiled and candys and pizzas came and we eat and watch movie.

After some hours Mr. Jake came and said " ok its time for sleep now everyone go and brush your teeth and say by to Austin " and they said me by and go .

After sometime of talking with Mr.jack I give them donation and came outside and started to drive home.

After sometime I came and park my car and came inside and saw mom and dad eating dinner and I said " hey guys sorry for being late " and mom said " it's ok son let's eat " and I said " I already eat my last meal for the day so I'm going for bad sorry guys "and dad said " Alex wanted to talk with u so go and talk with him first he look upset today " and I nodded and came upstairs at he's room and came inside and saw he was sitting and watching tv .

I said " dad said me u wanted to talk " and he said " yeah I wanted to talk about something " and said " ok so " and he said " u have to say sorry to Becky " and I said
" what ? I mean why? " and he said " why are u being so rude to her " and I said " im not being rude with anyone " and he said
" yes u are .. the other day she forward hand to u and u ignored and today she ask u and u just said something and get up and go .. it is rude  " and I realize yeah it is little rude but I don't care about that I'm always like this I'm friendly with only  my friends and nobody else and he said " I know u don't like to make new friends and all but u have to try and its been two years now forget about what happened and enjoy your life " after he said I remember my past and I was so angry and sad at same time and shout at him and said " who the hell are u to tell me enjoy my life and forget my past. I'm never going to forget my past and I'm not going to change myself . I'm always going to be cold hearted and lonely and -" before I finish he said " no u are not cold hearted or anything u are happy fun loving Austin who I know in my childhood and I want that Austin back and what happened in past its not because of u so please stop blaming yourself and live your life happily " and I said
" I can't sorry but I can't forget past and that's who I'm now u like it or not " and he said " that's enough now if u don't change . I'm not going to talk to u forever and our childhood friendship and all is going to over and I will promise u I'm not gonna change my mind so now it's up to you " and I was like why he want this .
And I said " ok I will try to change back " and he smiled and hug me and said " thanks bro I love u " and I smiled and said
" love u too.. " and he smiled and I came outside of the room and realize why he want me to say sorry to becky and he said about that and I thought ooh he like her oh my god .

And I came in he's room again and he was sleeping in bad and I took pillow and throw at him and said " u like her don't u ? " and he got up and said " how did u know " and I said " I'm your brother how can I not know " and he said " yeah I like her so much " and I said " I knew it " and he said " it's been almost two year but I can't find courage to tell her and I don't want to ruin our friendship and also I didn't know what she felt for me " and I said " what how did u know her two years it's not even a week she came hear " and he said
" what are u talking about " and I said " becky " and he said " bro it's not becky it's Taylor our friend I like Taylor " and I was shocked and I said " oh my god I'm so happy for u Alex.  My brother like my friend " and he blush and I said
" did u just blush.  Oh my god " and he said " just tell me what to do " and I said " just go and tell her your filings and I know he like u too " and he said " what she  tell u that she like me " and I said
" nah but u are my brother handsome, cool, caring , and loving just like me that's why I'm telling u just go and tell her " and he smiled and nodded and I came outside and came in my room and change and sleep.