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Chapter 2- run....

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Ziva's PoV-
There's a black cab right next to us I see him rolling down the window what I didn't notice was what happened next the man shot my mam it hit her right in the head the car swerved so I jumped out rolling away I just ran and ran and ran.....
Time skip-....
I get to Southport after walking my legs feel like actual jelly I see people walking my phone was dead so I couldn't charge it i also smelt bad I got an idea I head to the swimming baths and sneak into the shower cubicles they have there I get a shower and then get back into my clothes....
Time skip....
Narrators PoV-
Over the next two months leading up to March Ziva survived through going to the swimming baths for a shower and going into posh hotels and nicking the posh perfume also using the free washing machine in there and then sometimes nicking some food her mam always said 'stealing is always just borrowing' she missed her mam she wishes she could go back do something but it's to late now one day she walked past the Southport theatre and saw a sign 'here come the girls' her face lit up she saw Dianne on there she was determined to get into the meet and greet....
Time skip- the present day...
March 31st 8:00pm meet and greet....
I wait at the door it reminds me of me and my mam waiting I wait until there a big crowds I put my hood up and walk in....
IM IN!
There is three que's I wait until Everyone is in Dianne's que and get to the back taking my hood down when I get to the frontish....
I smile at Di she looks at me and her face lights up....
"ZIVA OMG!" She shouts taking me in for a hug
(I'm last in the line everyone has gone)
"Sorry I'm a bit smelly it's my clothes honestly" I say smiling
She instantly noticed my slashes across my face....
"What happened where is your mam" she says I tear falls from my eye
"Come on let's go to mine we can talk there" she says I don't want to talk about it but I'd love to be in a nice warm house....
We're in the car...
"Di not to be a nuisance or anything but can I have a shower please" I ask fiddling with my fingers
"Of course then we have to talk okay" she says
Time skip- after the shower...
I change into my clothes and walk downstairs....
"Ziva how are you" joe says hugging me
"Oh me I'm good thanks" I say smiling
"So ziva Where is your mam" Di asks
"Wait before I tell you Can I put my phone on charge" I ask
"Of course" joe says
"Well I'm not the person to open up to anyone really" i say shyly
"We were on the way home from the tour and a black cab pulled up towards us....
PING
"I'll just get that" I say I don't want to tell them it will just worry them I open my phone to see this...
Hello Ziva you got away and that will kill you and your daddy shouldn't of got into so much det we will find you
Mafia x
Oh god he was involved in the mafia! Really dad really great they killed my mam and now there looking for me I'll have to flee here I don't know how I feel myself panicking I slow down and stop all my thoughts from coming through I was never diagnosed with anxiety but I was diagnosed with schizophrenia which I didn't even know I could get I stopped and stood there for a minute and snapped out of it....
"Ziva are you okay" joe says
"Yeah just stopped for a minute there" I say
"Well you were saying" Di says
"I can't tell you I don't want you getting hurt" I say walking out the house I hear footsteps so I run to the park I sit on a bench I think about my life and then I started to sing the lyrics to myself by bazzi me and my mam used to sing it together....
Myself- bazzi
One, two, three, four
I think I'm losing my mind
Trying to stay inside the lines
It's like I'm running in place
How you keep staying the same?
Baby, I, I guess I'm something different
And I'm okay with that
I can't fake no more smiles
That shit gon' drive me mad
I'm focused on the future
Don't care 'bout nothin' else
Oh oh oh
I'm better by myself
I'm better by myself
I don't need no one else
I'm better by myself
Myself
Don't wanna answer questions
Just want your company
It's all good on the surface
Show me what's underneath
I'm not concerned with drama
I left that shit in school
I'm more concerned with commas
Than keeping up with you
Keep that away from me
I put the Heisman up to bad energy
No empathy, especially when the kid off Hennessy
Fake friends to me make my mood go south like Tennessee
Make the fool come out like, "Who is he?"
I mean, I tried to tell y'all
I'm better by myself
I'm better by myself
I don't need no one else
I'm better by myself
Myself
Self
I don't know who to trust
These days everyone's shady
Fool me once, I'm on my own
There is no second time, baby
That's the shit I don't like
Please no yes, no maybes
What else?
I'm better by myself
I'm better by myself
I don't need no one else
I'm better by myself
Myself
I see joe and Dianne running up to me....
"Ziva we have been looking everywhere for you" they say sitting next to me
"We are worried about you come on you can tell us" Di says hugging me
"Okay but let's get back to yours you don't know who's listening" I say
I tell them most of it not the gruesome bits but some good bits where I helped a lot of people with panic attacks and arrested a few people.....
"Wow so you have been on the streets for two months straight" Di says as a tear falls
"Hey don't cry it's okay I was all good I'm clever as some would say" I say smiling
"But you went through so much like I mean look at your face slashes and bruises" joe says
"I think I look cool" I say smiling
"Awe you are such a strong lady Ziva I can't believe what you have been through" Di says smiling
"Not to be a bother but can I stay here I can just stay for to-
"You staying here forever we love you zi your amazing" joe says cutting me off
"Wow are you serious you want me" I ask shocked
"Yeah you are amazing and have such charismatic character" Di says smiling
"We'll be prepared to be shut down and pushed away a lot because of my mental disorders" I say looking away
"We don't care about what you have we love you for who you are" joe says
Wow I'm in shock....

HOLLLLAA, i hope you enjoyed this chapter and have a wonderful rest of your day ily!❤️xo
Next chapter- your precious....
Bec xo