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Chapter 9- madness....

HOLLA, thank you so so much for over 300 reads on this fan fiction like I thought nobody would like this story because of how mental it is but I guess you do so I hope you enjoy this chapter ily!❤️xo
Trigger warnings may occur
Bec xo

Time skip- Friday....
Ziva's PoV-
I wake up started then I realised where I am in a fucking in a hotel calm down zi jeez I get a shower and get dressed into some black ripped jeans and a red and black checkered shirt tucked in with my grey hoodie and my blue denim jacket and some worm out vans I walk to joe and Dianne's room and knock.....
"It's me zi" I say Di opens the door
"Oh hello zi you ready already" she says smiling
"Yeah I'm always ready I was born ready to go" I say smiling
"Well come in" she says smiling
I walk in.....
"The beds a fucking mess" I say smirking at them
"Ehhhhh" they both say blushing
"I won't tell anyone promise and I swear by my promises" I say smiling
They both slowly nodd.....
"Hahahaha really omg no way" I say smirking
"It's not funny please don't tell anyone zi" Di says seriously
"I won't I won't I promise" I say smiling
I walk over to there balcony....
"I don't have a balcony this is amazing wow you can see everything from here" I shout inside
"Yeah it's good ain't it" joe shouts back
I stand on the ledge of the balcony plaiting my hair....
"You are seriously so badass I mean I would never plait my hair on the ledge of a balcony when it's windy how do you do it" di says
"I just do it helps me with my mental state" I say jumping down
"I'll sit here you you tell me when your ready" I say smiling
"Okay we will" she says
I sit on the ledge and sing bruises I love this song it kinda relates to me....
Lewis Capaldi- bruises
Counting days, counting days
Since my love up and got lost on me
And every breath that I've been taken
Since you left feels like a waste on me
I've been holding on to hope
That you'll come back when you can find some peace
'Cause every word that I've heard spoken
Since you left feels like an hollow street
I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind
But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind
Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side
There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded
By the brighter side
Of what we had because it's over
Well there must be something in the tide
I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind
But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind
Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side
There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
It's your love I'm lost in
Your love I'm lost in
Your love I'm lost in
And I'm tired of being so exhausted
Your love I'm lost in
Your love I'm lost in
Your love I'm lost in
Even though I'm nothing to you now
Even though I'm nothing to you now
There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
There must be something in the water
'Cause everyday it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
Dianne's PoV-
"Joe joe look at her" I say shaking him
"What awe she's singing" he says smiling
"Have you heard her sing it's so beautiful" I say smiling
"Yeah it's so calming I heard her once when I was coming down the stairs" he says smiling
"Me to she's so strong and she makes life seem so down for her she needs help with her life I can't believe what she has been through we don't know the whole story but we will figure it out" I say smiling
"Yeah me to" he says kissing my forehead
Ziva's PoV-
I jump of the ledge and walk into the room they both see me and smile I smile back....
"Shall we go for some brunch" joe asks
"Yeah I'd like that" I say smiling
We walk into a small little cafe with me joe Di and Johannes....
"This looks like the one when me and me mam met you that day" I say
"It dose actually" Di says smiling
"Well I haven't really fully talked to you properly what do you like" Johannes asks
"Well I like most things except from school wow everyone hates me in any school im kinda mental" I say mumbling the last bit
"Like What are your interests" he asks
"I like dancing" I whispered in his ear
"Well I knew that silly" he says smiling
"Zi can I ask you something" joe says smiling
"Of course anything and everything" I say smiling
"Are you ready to come into the vlogs" he asks nervously
"Yeah I don't mind really" I say smiling
"Good" he says getting his vlog camera out
What a life.....

HOLLLA, I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I hope you had the best day ily all so much have a good rest of your evening❤️xo
Next chapter- I'm good honestly......
Bec xo