All My Loving <Paul McCartney fanfic>

Chapter 6

Paul broke down the bathroom door to see me sat on the tiles of the floor. With a small pool of blood around my legs staining my hospital dress. “Why have you done this?” Paul asked me his face showing sadness. “I thought you were disappointed in me” I answered looking down at my hands in my lap. That’s the last thing that I was aware of until I blacked out.

I woke up to beeping noises and as I moved my hand I heard paper crumpling. I saw another letter addressed Bells. I knew this had to be from Paul. I read it but the things that stood out to me were ‘leaving.’ ‘Not your fault.’ And ‘I’m so sorry.’ He was abandoning me and it was my fault. I can’t believe I had been so stupid that he was leaving me. I start to sob until about 5 minutes later when Paul walks in. I turn my head rapidly and make sure he can’t see my face.

“Bella. Why are you crying? I can see you ya know.” I turn to see him and look him in his hazel eyes. I give him a hateful stare and look down with still teary eyes. My eyes were a dark brownie grey dull colour not like their usual brightness. “Bella” he says with a slight sigh. “What is wrong? Just talk to me.” “You… you were going to abandon me.” I replied through sobs. He told me that he would never leave me. He started to comfort me and tell me it was ok. I explained to him that I thought he was disappointed in me referring back to the letter he left me. He told me not to worry and to calm down. My tears started to slow and I flinched slightly as Paul wiped a tear away. We held a tight hug for a few minutes him rocking me in his arms. He stayed with me for the rest of the night. I loved my brother but sometimes he can be slightly sassy with me.