I forgot how to breathe,
I relied on the bottle,
I forgot how to stay strong,
I let go of the throttle,
Dear Mum and Dad,
I'm sorry i'm not sober,
I'm sorry my lover,
I know you have to deal with my hangover,
You say, you barely recognise me,
I'm sorry I'm not sober,
I'm falling apart,
I know you have to deal with my hangover,
Gone is the girl,
That use to smile and laugh all day,
Life got to damn hard,
She learnt to keep her feelings at bay,
Dear Mum and Dad,
I'm sorry i'm not sober,
I'm sorry my lover,
I know you have to deal with my hangover,
You say, you barely recognise me,
I'm sorry I'm not sober,
I'm falling apart,
I know you have to deal with my hangover,
I'm sorry my future children,
I couldn't be strong,
I hope you learn from me,
What I put myself through was wrong.
11/01/2019
