Memories (one direction fanfiction)

chapter 2

Louis pov

when I saw her there looking at me all the memories from when we were together came flooding back I thought that I never would have saw her again but here she is with me just us stuck in a lift together. This was my chance to get her back I will do whatever it takes just to have her back in my life and this time I wont screw it up.

"Jenna what are you doing here?" I stuttered still surprised that she is beside me.

"umm I kinda live here" she told me.

"what are you doing here?" she asked me "

uh well I was looking for somewhere to stay for awhile.

"what are you doing here?" I asked her after I realized that I all ready asked her that and that I must seem like a complete fool.

"you said that already" she chuckled as I blushed slightly.

" so umm h-how have you been?" I asked still kinda nerves.

" umm fine how about you?"she asked me she seemed a little nerves to but she hid it more that I did. " good " I told here this time with a little more confidence.

We sat there in silence for about 5 minutes

" I'm sorry" I blurted ou

t "what?" she said, I have to tell her this maybe my only chance

"i'm sorry, kissing Hannah was the biggest mistake that I ever made."

" I still love you and I will never stop I think about you all the time I have been a mess without you.After we broke up Hannah tried to get back together with me but I said no because I love you not anybody else just you."

" I-I don't know what to say" she said

" please take me back I am nothing without you and I sound desperate right now but I don't care because all I want is you. I love you" I blurted out

" I uh I-I cant do this now Louis, I am so sorry but not now, maybe we can try an be friend's first?" she said more of a question tho.

" As long as you are back in my life that's all that matter's I missed you so much" I told her

" I missed you to lou." she said as we hugged.

" Well what do you want to do since we are kinda stuck here and are phone's have no signal?" I asked her

" Well I don't no about you but I am so tired so I am going to take a nap" she said.

" Ok but if you start to feel claustrophobic tell me ok" I told her but it came out more of a question

" ok"

and with that she fell asleep on my lap.

~ 1 hour later ~

Jenna's pov

I woke up to a soft ding and realized I was in a lift

" hi love" a familiar British voice said

I looked up and saw Louis and it all came back to me we were stuck in an elevator well not anymore there was a repair man at the door way that shooed us out

" hi Lou" I said and he just smiled at me.

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"umm so do you want to go to go and see the boys and hang out for a little bit?" Louis asked me nervosly

 " sure just let me call my friend and tell her what happened" I said

"ok" he siad as I walked over to the lobby and sat down.

After I explained everything to her she yelled at me for not taking Lou back or as she called him ' the love of my life ' but I can't help but notice that I think that I still do have feeling for him. Part of me is saying take him back but the other part of me is saying he cheated on you don't take him back he will only hurt you again

All I no is that this is not going to end well if I take him back I might end up getting hurt but if I don't then Louis will get hurt and I care about him to much to hurt him. But for now I am just going to remain friends and see how that goes.

"are you ready to go Lou?" I asked him

"oh yeah lets go" he said as he lead me out to his car

he opened the car door form me and I got in as he started the car and began the car ride to go see the boys for the first time in a year.

~ 5  minutes later ~

Harry's pov

Louis went out to look for a apartment for us all to stay at and he should have been back by now and I am starting to get worried. But just then he walked in and I noticed the was a beautiful girl but then I realized who it was

"Jenna?" i said

"harry" she said as she came to give me a hug.

But this hug was different I felt something between us like I didn't want to let her go. Do I maybe have feelings for Jenna? No I couldn't Louis loves her and she loves him and that's how it has to be.

"So are you and Louis back together?" I asked her

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" No we are just friends" she said which kinda surprised me but for some reason I feel happy.

Do I have feelings for Jenna?

" umm harry are you ok?" she said after she gave the rest of the boys a hug.

" huh oh yeah i'm fine." I said but I new it was a lie.

" Are you sure?" she asked

" umm yeah I am just happy you were here."

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" ok " she said as she gave me a hug and there were sparks.

I don't know if she felt them to but I no that I did. I think I do have feelings for her. But if I ever told her Louis would absolutely hate me. I can't do that to Lou he is my best mate and he would hate me forever and I can't let that happen.

I don't know what to do If I tell her and she doesn't feel the same then it would ruin are friendship and if Lou would hate me and if she did feel the same then Louis would be devastated and would never want to talk to me or her again.

If I don't tell her I will be unhappy me and Lou would still be best mates, and me and Jenna could be friends still even tho it would be hard for me and it would keep the band together.

 Well I made up my mind and it's for the best and this way everyone will be happy but me, but I will have to fake it not just for Lou and Jenna but for the other boys to.

 So it's settled I keep it to myself and tell nobody maybe this is for the best and she isn't the one for me. But if she is then fate will bring us together someday, but I don't want her someday I want her now but if that means I have to wait then I will wait forever.

not many people have read this but I don't care I will not stop this story I like it am going to keep writing it I will try and update as soon as possible but we just started school and not sure how much I will be able to. so who should she be with Louis or harry please comment and tell other people and if you have any questions or suggestions don't hesitate to tell or ask I will try and update tomorrow to!

~Katxx