Sorry its been so long you probably all hate me but I have been on overload with all these stupid papers from my Spanish class its like they want me to fail
anyways thank you to all have been patient I cant tell you how much that it means to me. I also have some family problems going on right now but I got this chance to update and here it is:)
Jenna's pov
It seem like hours when in reality it has only been about 20 minutes. As the time ticked by everyone got more and more impatient and finally a nurse that looked about 55 years of age walked out she looked down at her clipboard then back at us she called out my name I stood up confused and walked over to her.
" Mr.Tomlinson is awake and you may visit home one at a time so you don't stress him out but he asked to speaked to Jenna Sanders first" she said with a bored look on her face.
" What room " I asked getting very impatient
" room 237 " she said looking annoyed at me like I shouldn't be here.
I darted out of the room and raced down the never ending halls looking at each door to see what number would be on it. I stopped in my tracks when I saw the numbers 237 I reached for the door Handel but stopped what if he didn't want to see me he just wanted to tell me that me is back with Hannah and he wanted me to leave and never come back.
I wanted to go in so desperately but I couldn't move it is as if my feet were glued to the spot and I couldn't move. I finally got the courage to turn the door nob and walk in.
" Louis " I said nervously
as soon as I said that his head snapped up and smiled. he looked so pail and lifeless but when he saw me his face started to get a little color back pr maybe I was just imaging it all in my head. I walked over and sat next to him.
" How are you " he said his voice cracked while talking
" How am I? How are you, you were the one in the car crash!" I said surprised
" Oh yeah " he said as he rubbed the back of his head nervously
After what seemed like endless silence he finally spoke up again with a little more confidence this time.
" I'm sorry" his voice still cracked as he spoke.
" for what " I asked confused
" for putting you through all this for bringing Hannah over for everything " he said as sadness filled his voice the more he spoke I was about to speak when he started talking again
" But that doesn't change anything " he said while looking in my eyes.
" What do you mean Lou " I asked some what already knowing the answer to my question
" I meant it and I still do I love you with all my heart and I just got really jealous when I saw you with harry but harry has done nothing to you to make you hate him I understand if you love him, its ok" he spoke how could he think I could ever hate him.
" Lou I could never hate you and that kiss between me and harry was a mistake I love harry but as a brother " I said unsure of were this would leave 'us'.
" so umm were does this leave us" he said almost as if he read my mind
" Maybe we can try 'us' and see how things work but you would have to gain my trust back" I said happy with the idea of being with Louis again but still unsure if I can trust him. With what I said his face lit up with happiness
" Really! You will not be sorry you will not regret this I will prove to you that I love you!" he said clearly happy I giggled at his sudden outburst and slowly leaned in a gave him a quick on the cheek and walked out of the room with a slight smile on my face.
Louis pov
Shes giving me another chance when she walked away and gave me a kiss the was a little tingle that was left where her lips just were. I am going to let her slip away this time I just need away to prove it to her. and I needed help on where to take her for a date. I cant get harry he likes her maybe Liam he is romantic he can help me. I was deep in thought when the boys walked in the room.
" Hey Lou how are you feeling" Liam said a look of concern on his face
" Great!" I said due to the fact my 4 best friends are here and I got the love of my life back
" I'm sorry Lou" harry said looking at me with guilt all over his face
" Its ok I forgive you" I said not wanting to lose my best friend over this
" really you do?" harry said a look of surprise on his face
" Yeah I don't want to lose my best friend over this" I said with a smile on my face
he smiled back and gave me a hug Jenna walked in and sat in the circle with the rest of the lads and smiled at me I smiled back.
" you should get some rest Lou" Niall spoke for the first time
they all nodded in agreement as I just nodded and drifted off to a peace full sleep with nothing on my min but two things Jenna and carrots I was finally truly happy.
Jenna's pov
He looked so happy and that made me happy. Just as we were about to get up to leave the monitor sitting by Louis was now going crazy I looked around panicked as Liam called for a nurse. Doctors burst through the door screaming things at each other while pushing all of us out of the room.
They all were running around I wasn't sure what was going on I looked over at his heart rate slowed until it was just a flat line and the were using shock pads to revive him at that moment I burst out into tears he cant go yet its not his time he has so much life yet this could be the end .
But it couldn't it just couldn't.
sorry that was a really crappy chapter but at least I updated
sorry it had to happen one minute he seemed fine the BAM not fine
once again I would like to say sorry for the wait thank you to everyone who reads this votes or comments it means a lot
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