Hey guys no one commented:( so I will have to chose myself as if right now I have like 35 reads or so I no I no not many but I don't really care I enjoy writing this so here is chapter 4! Enjoy!
Jenna's pov
"What the hell is going on here!" Louis yelled at us seeing as we just kissed.
But honestly I didn't feel anything between me and harry not the way I felt when I kissed Louis. When I kissed Lou there were sparks but when I kissed harry it was nice sweet caring kiss but there were no sparks.
We just sat there shocked as Louis stormed out of the room. but I didn't regret the kiss it made me realize that Louis is the one I want to be with even tho he told me he loved me while he had a girlfriend. I think I need some time to sort things out.
"Listen Jenna I really like you and I feel bad but I don't regret that kiss" he told me
" harry you are really sweet and one day you will find someone that is perfect for you but to be honest I don't think that I am that girl and I think of you more of a brother" I told him
but I felt bad there was a hurt expression on his face.
"It's OK I understand" he said sadly.
I feel bad for harry but everything happens for a reason right, I just hope that things wont be awkward between me and harry and I hope Lou isn't that mad. I have to tell Lou how I feel but give me a couple days to sort things out.
I walked down stairs to go find Lou and tell him how I feel. I am a little nervous to tell him considering he just walked in on me and harry kissing but he really needs to know how I feel.
"LOU!" I yelled
"what" he replied not sounding happy at all
" I think we need to talk" I said still a little nervous
"go ahead" he said with a cold face
" that kiss meant nothing it made me realise that you are the one that-" I was cut off by Hannah
"hey Lou!" Hannah said with a smirk on her face
"hey babe" Lou said as he got up and kissed her
"umm Lou whats going on here?" I questioned
" me and Hannah are back together" he said cheerfully.
"but Lou I was trying to say that I do have fe-" I was cut off by... her
"Louis likes me not you, I mean why would he have feelings for a slut like you!" she spat bitterly.
"your not going to defend me?" I asked Lou shocked
"why would I all you are is a slut anyways" he said so calmly.
I almost broke down in tears then and there I cant believe he just called me a slut. I tried to hold back my tears but one slipped and rolled down my face.
"oh god Jen I am sorry I am such a dick he-"
"NO ITS FINE ALL I AM IS A TOY TO YOU FIRST YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME THEN I FIND OUT YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND THEN YOU HOOK UP WITH THE GIRL YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH YOU ARE SUCH A DICK HEAD I CANT BELIEVE I STILL LOVED YOU!" I spat angrily
"you love me" he said softly
"loved Louis I don't think I can ever love someone like you ever again " I said calmly
"but Jen-" he started
" no I cant even look at you right now" I said as I walked away leaving Lou and Hannah standing there both probably shocked by my sudden outburst but what can I say he deserved it.
Louis Tomlinson is now dead to me
sorry it took so long I have been SUPPPPPPER busy but I uploaded so be happy!
~Kat XX
p.s. sorry it is so short
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