***HELLA CLICHÉ FREAKING ALERT***
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"Kiss Ella." Jake grins.
"Excuse me?!" Seriously?! There are other girls in this room, you know.Oh, no. Oh, no. Oh, no. Great, just great.
Damien starts walking towards me pushing away the girl he was in a make...
A/n: I can't. That song/video made everything worse. I almost cried writing this.
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Ella's PoV
After he left, I couldn't sleep. I know he found out,but I don't know how.
I knew he would never believe me.
I know I should've explained but this is how it's supposed to be.
If I die, I don't want him to be sad all his life and probably kill himself.
Because I know if he died, that is probably what I would do.
I love him a lot but I can't go knowing he still loves me.
I need him to hate me.
I want him to be happy.
I have to make him hate me.
I hope he hates me now.
I start crying silently to myself.
All these years I always comforted myself and cried to myself but then these few months, whenever I was upset, he would comfort me and let me cry on his shoulder.
I love him so much.
I don't know what is gonna happen.
But I can just hope for the best.
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I didn't get enough sleep that night.
Today is the day before graduation and I'm so sad and scared.
I look at myself in the mirror one more time before a single tear escaped my eye.
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This will probably be the last time I get to dress up so I guess this is okay.
I wiped the tear away and cleared my throat.
On the way downstairs I gave myself a little pep talk about something like, I can do this. I'm awesome. I'm amazing. I can do this!
I make my way to the kitchen and see Damien talking to Ashton.
