•may 3rd•

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I want you beside me,

Forever and ever.

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"Because I'm pretty sure he likes you too," Jin says, a hand on Hoseok's shoulder.

Hoseok pushed the hand away.

"I-I'm sorry, I can't- He doesn't, Jin."

Jin sighed. "Why do you think that?"

"He's not even gay! O-Or bisexual, or pan, or- He's straight, Jin. He s-snapped at me-e yesterd-day-"

Hoseok covered his face with his hands at the sudden hiccups.

"He said that?" Jin gently said, playing with Hoseok's hair, crouching on the floor to reach him. "Yes."

"Tell me what you think about him telling that. What do you feel? Does it hurt?"

Hoseok responded without hesitating. "I-It hurts, Jin! It hu-hurts... M-My heart."

Jin pursed his lips.

Having one of his dongsaengs fall in love with another dongsaeng and having to take care of that wasn't on the registration paper.

"Do you think you're in love?" Jin asked, tracing circles with his thumb over Hoseok's hand.

Hoseok's breath hitched.

He had never imagined it as... Well, love. It felt like it, but Hoseok refused to believe.

"I don't- I don't want it to be love, Jin. I-I'm not good with it, a-and you know that."

Jin nodded, holding Hoseok's hands.

"Don't be too touchy, okay? Try to hide it as much as possible. I'm sure Yoongi likes you too. Convinced."

Hoseok shook his head.

"No, no, no- I-I don't want to, I-I don't want him to l-love me, I-I want to forget him, I- I need to forget him."

Hoseok stood up, wiping the tears away from his face as he went right past Jin.

"H-Hoseok! Where are you going?" Jin chased back after Hoseok, the younger boy quickened his pace.

"Please, leave me alone for a week or two. Can you do that, Jin?" Hoseok snapped.

Jin stopped walking and mouthed an apology before turning around and leaving the opposite way.

Hoseok felt a weird tumbling sensation in his stomach, he couldn't run, he wanted to cry.

The closer he got to the door, the more tears streamed down his face. As soon as he left the building, he cut the street immediately, entering the appartement complex door. He didn't want to be here.

Hoseok knocked on his appartement's door, fists clenching onto his jacket.

Namjoon opened the door.

"Hoseok? Where were you? And where's Jin?"

Namjoon peeked out of the door, then noticed Hoseok's tears. "A-Are you crying? Do you want me to call Yoo-"

"No! P-Please don't!"

The entire area filled up with a tensed silence. Namjoon bit his lip.

"D-Do you need some a-alone ti-"

"Y-Yes! That's what I need! A-Alone time. Yes. Thank you."

Hoseok turned on his heels and left, running.

The best way to stop these feelings is to stay away from their cause.

Namjoon slowly closed the door. "O-Okay."

"Joon."

Namjoon jumped and turned around, seeing Yoongi clutching on his pillow.

"Y-Yoongi!"

"Was that Hoseok?"

Namjoon nodded. Yoongi chucked his pillow across the room and ran outside, still in his pajamas.

He panicked and clicked the elevator buttons, giving up and taking the stairs when the elevator took to much time to arrive.

As he arrived to the lobby, he saw Hoseok opening the door. Yoongi ran again.

"H-Hoseok!" he screamed, feeling tears stream against his face.

Hoseok turned around, eyes widened, exactly at the right timing for Yoongi to grab his collar and press their lips together.

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"I-I don't know where they are, Ji-"

"What do you mean, you don't know where they are?!" Jin snapped, throwing his phone on the couch after many failed attempts at calling Yoongi and Hoseok.

"Hobi already wasn't feeling okay, it's not a good sign. What if he tries doing that again?! What if he makes it this time!"

Namjoon put his hand on Jin's cheek, brushing it with his thumb.

"Don't panic, hyung."

Jin froze, gulping. "I'm sorry."

Namjoon scratched the bottom of Jin's chin, the elder closed his eyes and smiled. Both of them approached their faces closer, closer, closer, until both of their li-

The phone rang.

Both of them jumped in each other's grip at the iPhone ringtone, cheeks flushing.

"I-I'll take the call. It's Yoongi."

Jin grabbed the device and left the room. Namjoon stared at the floor for a few seconds before shaking his head and leaving the opposite way.

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Yoongi pulled away of Hoseok, hands still gripping his collar tightly.

"Yoongi, what the fuck-"

"I'm sorry."

Yoongi walked past Hoseok, cheeks red, hands shaking.

Hoseok grabbed his hand and pulled him back in, letting both of their lips melt into another kiss.

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This was the chapter before the last one. I'm so sorry! I have planned this out for a long time, and I wanted it to be pretty short.

I love you guys! Thanks! ♥




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