My lovely Winchester (A Dean Fanfic)

Chapter 10: Feelings

Dean's POV

"Sam I really don't think this was a very good plan" I raced baby down the dirt road following the same path the vamps went. "I still can't believe you didn't know she was gone." I gripped my steering wheel tight, some times I wish I could take Sam out and beat some sense into him. "Dean I'm sorry okay, they moved fast." I gripped my steering wheel even tighter and drove faster. "Dammit Sam, sorry isn't going to cut it! This is vamps we are talking about, they could kill her alright. The plan was stupid anyway we should have never done it." I raced down the road as fast as I could go with out crashing. I was worried, what if they do kill her, she was an innocent girl who had her whole life ahead of her. I should have never let her join us in the first place, I put her in danger. I was so deep into my thoughts I almost missed the turn.

I parked baby at the beginning of the drive way, Sam and I snuck up to the window peaking inside. The sight of Molly made my body feel with rage, they were going to pay for hurting her. I honestly don't know why I cared so much about a girl I barely knew. I got a strange feeling when I first laid my eyes on her in the street, it wasn't a bad feeling at all, it was actually a great feeling. Although it also made me feel weak and venerable, so I tried to push out those feelings by distancing myself from her, but when ever I did that it made me want her even more.

"They have already been feeding on her." Sam pointed at her neck which had blood running down it. Vamps made me sick, they either suck their pray dry or slowly drink the blood until the pray could no longer live. I looked at Sam and he nodded, after that we kicked in the door and stormed in . "Step away from the girl you sick bastards" the vamps quickly sprang into action, coming at us from all sides. Real vamps were way different then the story book vamps. Real vamps didn't mind garlic and didn't die from a stake to the heart. They didn't sparkle and they weren't hot, although real vamps still can't stand sunlight which is the only thing they got right. Decapitation was the easiest way to kill these things and that's what Sam and I did.

After beheading the last one, we quickly ran over to Molly. She was unconscious and cold to the touch. Sam quickly cut the ropes off and I caught her. Holding her cold unconscious body made me uneasy, I never was like this about anything. She made me weak and I hated feeling weak, but with her I honestly I didn't mind, and I don't know why. "She's barely breathing Sammy" I looked up at Sam as I held her on the floor. "We promised she wouldn't get hurt and that's exactly what happened she got hurt Sam, and now she is barley clinging on to life." I stroked her tangled hair before picking her up. "Come on we have to get her to the bunker that's the only place we can properly care for her." I quickly carried her out the door and to baby.

Sam was quite the whole time, I could tell he felt bad but there was also something else he was thinking about that I couldn't quite put my finger on. I lightly put Molly into the backseat and got in. Sam put the weapons away then got in, after that I quickly speed off. I kept glancing back at Molly to make sure she was okay, she was still barley breathing but she was breathing enough to keep her alive. "We are never and I mean never risking someones life like that again. Got it Sammy. That is not what we do." I glanced at Sam then back at the road. I was angry at him and myself for actually going through with the plan. "Dean legit why do you care so much hmm? At first you act like you hated the girl and now your so idk attached." I looked at Sam was I attached? "Dammit Sam that's not the point we put an innocent girls life in danger." I looked back at Molly she was breathing a little better now but not by much. "No there is something else Dean, the way you look at her like you just did now, is a look you never give anyone else, not even Cass" I let off the gas a little and sighed. "I don't know what it is Sam. I just, she gives me a feeling I've never had before... I guess what I'm trying to say is, I.... like her..."