Falling Deep // BTS FanFic

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"And you both are coming with us!" My brother exclaims.
Hoseok jumps around the room noisily as me and Ally look at eachother in shock.
The first thing that went through my head, to be honest, was that 'I am going to Japan!'. But then it hit me.
What about America? My excited mood instantly face plants into the floor.

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"What's wrong then?" My step father asks, closing the kitchen door.
"I thought you needed help taking the drinks out." I say, slightly confused.
"No, you just look very down at the moment, and you should be happy, not everyone gets to go to Japan." He explains.

Not everyone gets to go to America either...

"I know, I'm really excited about it." I respond, walking towards the fridge where the drinks are.
"Camille, sit down." My step dad instructs and I quickly sit down.
"You can't get away from this, you need to tell me what's going on."
"It's nothing." I sigh put, not feeling comfortable enough with my step dad to share this sort of information with him.
"Is it to do with a boy?" He asks.
"No." I reply back, hands covering my face.
"Did Jungkook do something to upset you? Is that why you don't want to go?" He questions.
"No!" I yell back.

We sit in silence for a few minutes. I try to calm down a little.

"I know you don't like talking about your feelings. I don't either. But I opened up with you. So please, open up with me." He begs.
I don't answer him and a few minutes later, I hear my step dad sigh and get up from his seat.
He walks over to the door.

"Wait." I say quietly.
He stops and walks back over. I meet his hopeful eyes.
"It's not to do with boys."
He smiles , relieved.
"It's about school."
He immediately frowns, thinking the worst. He tries to talk but I cut him off.
"I got offered something."
He looks at me in confusion.
"My teacher offered me a place to study abroad in America, for around six months."
His mouth is now hanging open, "That's a great opportunity!"
I laugh at this, thinking he wants to get rid of me.
"That's not the point, I just got here, I have friends, I have a boyfriend. My whole life is here, I can't just abandon it all."
He nods.
"I get it, you want to make your friends happy." He says this in a way that doesn't sound right, like I'm doing something wrong by thinking this.
"Yeah." I reply, unsure.
"You want to see your brother become successful."
"Yeah."
"Well what about you?" He asks.

What about me?

"Take this as a life lesson. You are your own person. And you need to do what you think is best for you. Not what is best for others. I'm not telling you to abandon everyone. I'm just telling you to live your life and follow your dreams. Your friends will understand."
"You think?" I ask, still slightly unsure.
"I know."
"Everything happens for a reason, take every opportunity you get."
And with that, he leaves the kitchen. And I'm left alone, to piece together my own thoughts.

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As soon as I exit the kitchen, I spot a sad Ally slopped onto the sofa.
I walk over to her, knowing exactly what is going through her mind.
I tap her on the shoulder lightly, "Ally, why aren't you talking to anyone?" I question concerned.
"I'm just tired." She replies quietly.
I can't help but get a little offended over her reply. She would tell me anything, so why wasn't she telling me this? I suddenly spot the tears in her eyes, my heart drops.

"Why have you been crying Ally?" I ask, already knowing the answer.
"I haven't, stop worrying." She says bluntly.
I can't help but feel more upset at this answer. Why can't she just tell me the truth?
"What?" She asks, slightly angry now. That's when I realise the face I was pulling. I quickly reply.
"Ally, I'm your best friend, I've known you through thick and thin, why have you been crying?" I ask, irritated now.
She stands up in front of me, I had forgotten how frightening she gets when she's angry.
"Ally, please sit down and talk to me." I whisper.
Her eyes swell with tears and I know she's embarrassed,"Just stop pestering me!" She shouts before limping quickly out of the room.
I sit down, not wanting to make Ally any more upset by following her.
I can't help but feel sorry for her. She must be so upset about BTS being able to tour Japan. While she's stuck in a cast, stopping her from completing her dreams.
It makes me think about the offer I had been given. This is a great example of why I should take it. Before my voice fucks up, like Ally's leg got fucked up.

After I go through a few minutes of shameful silence. Jimin comes to sit next to me after a while.
"You should have just left her Camille." He says and I sigh.
"What the hell happened to her Jimin? You were obviously there." I ask, defeated.
"Ally hurt her leg earlier today. So we went to the hospital and the doctor told her that if she carried on pushing herself, there's a chance she will not be able to dance again." He explains sadly.
I don't know ow why I asked, I knew this was the reason. I just wanted to make sure I was right. I feel tears swell up in my eyes and I wipe them away quickly. Jungkook jogs over to us, embracing me and I bury my head in his chest.
After I've calmed down a bit, Jimin continues, "It didn't stop there." He explains, warning us.
"She went to see Minhyuk, turns out it wasn't just a friendly visit. She managed to hospitalise him."
We all gasp with shock.
"She was faced with some charges, well only know how much she'll be charged when they see how much damage she did to Minhuk." He explains.
Suga shoots up, face full of anger, more anger than he normally shows me.
"Why didn't you stop her?" He asks intimidatingly.
"I tried as much as I could to stop her, but I'd probably be the same if I knew someone was the cause for crushing my dreams!" He replies defensively.
Yoongi takes a breath, shoving his hand through his mint hair.
"You know what, he deserved it. I hope she gave him some powerful bruises. He was never good enough for her anyway."
I nod, finally something me and Suga can agree on.

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"I can't believe my mum let you stay over." I say.
Jungkook stands in front of me, removing his shirt before walking over to my bed.
"She knows that you haven't slept well lately, she also knows that I'm very good at fixing that problem." He says smugly, moving my laptop and headphones off of my bed.
"Plus your step dad isn't here so yeah."
I laugh as he says this. My step father would kill me if he knew about this.
Jungkook practically jumps into my bed, enveloping himself in my duvet and blankets, breathing it all in.
"Smells just like my favourite person." He states and I laugh at his cheesy comment.
He moves towards me, kissing me before spooning me in my bed.
Everything suddenly turns serious as the room becomes quiet and I can't stop myself from thinking about Ally.
She has wanted to dance her whole life and I can't let her dream vanish just like that.
"Are you thinking about what I think you're thinking about?" He asks quietly.
"Yeah."
"She'll be fine, her leg will heal, we'll just have to keep a better eye on her." He explains soothingly and I smile in his embrace.
"I hope so."
The room then falls silent once again and Jungkook moves his arms to waist, resting gently on my frame, his hands warming me up.
I fall asleep soon after.

Jungkook's POV

I can't help but chuckle as I watch her literally become unconscious in my arms. I'm glad she is comfortable enough around me to be able to go without a sleepless night.
I watch as her eyebrows twitch in her sleep and smile when she nuzzles into the blankets.
She is too cute.
I think back to the sentence she was about to say earlier.
I wish she managed to finish her sentence, she'll say it soon though I hope.
That way I'll know we both feel as strongly about each other as I feel about her.
I whisper the small sentence in her ear and I swear I see her smile.
"I love you too."

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Oooooo look, it's another chapter!
I hope you enjoyed. I love writing camkook moments. Yes, I have invented a sip name! Remember not to skip meals!

Cim Caitlin 😎