Falling Deep // BTS FanFic

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When I exit the bedroom, the sound of someone rapping carted my interest.
I walk over to the couch and I am surprised to see Suga. He raps at an amazing speed with his headphones on, completely oblivious to my presence.
I lean against the couch above him, watching the notes of his music moving steadily along his laptop.
"Holy crap." I mutter.
"He's good isn't he?" Namjoon asks.
"Very good, what's this all anyway?" I point to Suga's screen.
"Why don't you ask him yourself."
I sigh, "I've told you before Namjoon, he doesn't like me."
"I bet he does."
"Why don't you ask him yourself?"
That's when Suga finishes rapping and I quickly walk away, making sure he doesn't think I'm an absolute weirdo.

I decide to help Jin with the cooking.
"What we cooking then?"
"Pork belly."

My fathers favourite.

I brush off the thought, focusing back on Jin.
"What with?"
He stops and pulls a weird face, a face of worry and deep thought.
"I don't know, that's what you can decide." He explains as he placed the belly onto a pan.
"Okie." With a job assigned, I start to look around, trying to find a suitable side dish. I decide on seasoned spinach and rice.
"So how are you and Jungkook?"
Jin asks mischievously.
I look to my neck, making sure the makeup has managed to stay. Thankfully, it has.
"We're okay." I explain. Jin nods, most of his attention on frying the meat.
"Sound more than okay from the noises I heard last night." Hoseok mutters, leaning against the counter casually.
I don't say a word as I carry on mixing the rice.
"Hobi, be quiet." Jin mumbles, holding a laugh in.
"What's going on?" Jungkook walks in standing next to me innocently.
"Just embarrassing Camille, that's all." Hoseok explains to him.
"How?" He asks.
"Can we just stop talking about this, nothing happened, end of." I explain, as calmly as possible.
"Something definitely happened." Jimin now gets involved.
"Your lucky your brother wasn't here, he would have murdered Jungkook, if he heard the noi-"
"Stop." I shout as I see my brother walking into the room.
"When's lunch?" He asks, oblivious to the five pairs of eyes staring at him.
"Soon." Jin answers and Namjoon walks out.
"Fucking hell." I mutter under my breath, realising how close that was.

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"It's nice to see you both again." Mr Bang greets me and Ally with a massive hug and a kiss on the cheek. I shudder.
"You too." I reply politely.

Me and Ally make small talk with the boys manager as they warm up for their practice. I will admit, Mr Bang is very different from other people I have met.
Very talkative, lots of gestures but just plain boring.
I hold in a yawn as he talks about his life.
"I started off as a trainee..." He had shown us some of the boys audition videos, which was quite funny. But after, h had started to talk about himself. A bit too much for my liking.

After a while Mr Bang leaves, due to a phone call and me and Ally are left in silence.
Ally is first to speak up, "So what happened last night?" She asks, a smug smile plastered onto her face.
"I could say the same for you, going to have lunch with my brother."
"We're friends!" She exclaims, I smile at her over the top answer.
"Stop throwing me off topic." She mutters, embarrassed.
"Did you do it then?" She asks, raising her eyebrows.
"No!" I shout.
She rolls her eyes, "jeez, if I were you, I probably would have by now."
I kick her in the shin, "shut it."
"I'm allowed to embarrass you, I'm your best friend." She explains smugly.
I just sigh, getting up to see if the boys are ready. Thankfully they seem to be finishing up, so me and my best friend walk into the room.
"Whatcha performing for us today then?" Ally asks.
"Tomorrow.." Jin sighs, clearly upset with the choice of song.
"Hyung, if we don't practice it, you'll never get better." Jin explains to the eldest.
"Easy for you to day, you're amazing at dancing." Jimin blushes at jin's kind words as they get ready.

After they all are in their spaces, music starts to play.
The first few seconds of the song is intense to day the least. I watch as hoseok walks forward to us, showing off his impressive dancing skills. But I can't help but watch jungkook on his left, looking up at me. He smirks as they move forward before the suddenly crouch down, freezing in their positions. My attention then goes onto Sugar, who is rapping some words that don't quite connect with the dancing I have seen so far in the song.

Same day, same moon
24/7 every moment repeats
My life is in between
Jobless twenty-somethings are afraid of tomorrow
It’s funny, you think anything
is possible when you’re a kid
When you feel how hard it is to get through a day
Keep feeling like the
“Control” beat, keep downloading it
Every single day is a repetition of ctrl+c, ctrl+v 

But nonetheless I love his rhythm. Out of all of the rappers in BTS, he is definitely where I get most of my inspiration from. This even surprised myself, knowing that my brother was one of these rappers. And my brother had helped me so much with my music, but the way Suga's words flow, it inspires me. You can automatically hear the passion and the meaning in the song when he taps, like he had experienced everything he is rapping about.

I'm suddenly thrown out of my face when the other boys spring up and start to dance with the help of Suga's rhythm.
Everywhere suga moves, the others follow. All of their feet in sync. It adds more power to Suga's words as they move with him. It shows how much the words affect everyone, as they stick with the rapper.

This method of authority becomes greater as  Taehyung steps into the middle of the room.
He performs every action before the others follow, making each member as the move to the middle give off a very hit, authoritive vibe. I can't help but shiver as mine and Taehyung eyes lock, his eyebrows arch down, into an angry shape. I quickly look away, hoping he did the same.

I then hear Jungkook'd voice and a large smile is soon on my face Nas I watch him dance seductively. His jawline is flawless as he looks to the left and the right and I can't help but think of repaying his litter of love bites that I have had to desperately try and cover up.

Because the dawn right before
the sun rises is the darkest
Even in the far future,
never forget the you of right now
Wherever you are right now,
you’re just taking a break
Don’t give up, you know...

I gawp as I watch Jungkook and the others grind against nothing,and doing it so fucking well. The concentration on Jungkook's face is amazing as he dances.

Namjoon then starts to rap, his confidence shining through straight away. He had a very distinct voice, very powerful. He suits his name well, rap monster, leader. And I cannot help but feel a sense of pride as I watch my brother perform. The person that has helped me so much with my own taps definitely knows what he's talking about.

I have to watch through another slightly torturous chorus of Jungkook's teasing as he dances perfectly before Hoseok shows off his skills.
He starts of slow, taking his time, saying the words softly as the others away to the rhythm.
Then he breaks out into a fast rap and I watch him as he knows exactly what to do at every time. He finnishes his rap in ease. And I clap in my head.
Jungkook then unexpectedly walks into the middle of the room, staring at me. And I know something big must be about to happen. But let me tell you, I didn't not expect to see this..

I'm not even kidding, I fell off my chair. Jungkook nearly breaks out of his singing as he sees me fall to the ground. A massive grin plastered onto his face as he carries on dancing.
Ally helps me up, slightly embarrassed for me as she eyes Mr Bang behind us.
The dance finally ends and I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. All I know for sure is that even though jungkook may be a year younger than me, he is sure not as innocent as I thought he was.
And I don't know what I'm going to do about it.

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Oh, hey guys.
Long add chapter, tired af.
But hey, I hope you're okay. I hope you are having a nice day. Make sure you've smiled at least once today. Because you all deserve to be happy.
I will update soon.

Cim Caitlin 😎