After Jacob left it was 12, so I decided to chill for a bit. I walked into our mini cinema room and put on Stranger Things, I watched a few episodes of that. Then I got my speakers put them on my makeup desk and blasted the music as loud as I could, I decided to start getting ready. I walked into my walk-in wardrobe and looked around for a hot swimsuit to wear, I put on my black bikini and looked at myself in the mirror to see if it was ok. I started to put my things in my bag lotion, clothes, towel, shampoo a spare condom and a spare pad just in case ya know 😜. It's was now 2:00 so I took a pic and posted it on insta
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I put my phone in my back and headed downstairs to wait for Jacob, he finally arrived and I got in the car "Hi" I said putting on my seatbelt "Heyyyy" He said driving off "You look hot" he said smirking "Erm... thanks I guess" I replied awkwardly, this is so weird especially since we aren't dating. After a few minutes into the car ride he turned the radio on, he then put his hand in my thigh and started to move his hand up and down, "Erm Jacob... what are you doing?" I said looking down "I think maybe we should get some practice" "For what?" I asked nervously "You'll see" he said smirking I really didn't like this, it didn't feel right. I just pushed his hand off my thigh and looked out the window to avoid embarrassing myself more.
We finally got there, it was pretty quiet. I could see everyone in the distance. As we were walking over Jacob slid his hand into mine "Hey guys!" I said "Hi!" Loren said hugging me "Yooooo" Zach said "Hey" Joey said "Hi Jade" Maddie said so sweetly it made me mad. "Erm dont get annoyed Jade but-" Jacob stooped and quickly lifted me up and put me on his shoulders he ran into the water and dropped me, I was soaking wet "Hahaha" I laughed "Now I can finally say I got you wet" he said winking 😉 "Ugh ew!" After that everyone else started joining in we all splashed in the water, it then turned into a big water fight, I liked this, having the best time of my life with my best friends. "Hey do you mind if I talk to you for a sec?" Joey asked "Yeah sure" I replied we walked up onto the sand leaving everyone in the water still playing "So what's up?" I asked whilst going to sit down "Erm... well I kinda have been thinking about this for a long time, but I think I need to break up with Maddie" I said nervously "What? Why?!" I said shocked "Well she is a really sweet and kind girl but I like someone else and I know it's not fair on Maddie that I'm thinking about another girl like that, and this other girl I can't get off my mind, she's in my head 24/7!" Joey explained I kinda rolled my eyes, typical Joey going from one girl to another "Well erm who is this girl that you like?" I asked trying not to seem annoyed "Well erm, Jade it's... Well erm, well it's kind of you" he said scratch his head and trying to avoid making eye contact with me, I couldn't believe this. I wanted him to like me, but I can't be with him just yet because I need to help Jacob with Millie and I can't tell Joey why I can't be with him yet because then he will think it was my plan all along to ruin his relationship which wasn't my intention and if I don't be with him then he would have ruined things with Maddie for no reason I just wanted joey to love me back and I guess I got what I wanted but not in the right way, FUCK my life it's so messed up! "Joey I'm in love with you too, but- but we just can't be together right now, I'm so sorry I promise I will explain everything later" I blurted out "Ok I will wait for later, even if that later actually means never I will still wait because for you Jade oh for you I would do anything, because I love you" "I love you too Joey but there's so much I just can't explain right now" I leaned in and hugged him "I understand" he said whilst letting go and taking me by the hand into the water.
After 2 hours later we stopped and got some pizza then we all came back to my place since I was alone. "Yo yo, guys why don't we play truth or truth?" Zach suggested "Sure" everyone agreed I got an empty bottle so we could spin it and whoever it lands on has to answer, Zach spun the bottle first and it landed on Maddie "Who was your first ever kiss?" He asked Maddie started to blush "This boy called Jack Kelly" "Ooooh" Loren cheered on "Ok next one!" Joey interrupted Maddie spun and it landed on Loren, "Are you a virgin?" She asked Loren "No!" Loren replied proudly "Oooooof the tea has been spilt!" Jacob said in a girly voice, so I thumped him with my fist into the side of his arm. Loren spun next, it landed on Jacob, "Have you ever gone skinny dipping?" She asked "No, but I would like to" he exclaimed He spun and it landed on Joey "Who was your first ever love?" Oh shit I could tell something was about to go down Before he answered Joey looked at me, I knew this would kill me but it was the right thing to do so I mouthed Maddies name to him "I-I-it's Maddie, She was my first love" Ugh those words killed m, they ripped me up! I swallowed back my spit hard.
We had a few more rounds of the game then we all went to bed...
