𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐀 𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧 ! ━━ 𝘈 𝘙𝘈𝘕𝘛𝘚, & 𝘌𝘛𝘊. 𝘉𝘖𝘖𝘒

Hi, I'm a mess

Just like the title says, I'm a whole Ass mess. Legit the first week of the 2nd semester is over with but I'm already #donewiththisshit. Like, it's just so tiring and I keep literally have my heart beating SO GOD DAMN LOUDLY AGAINST MY CHEST IN THE FEAR OF THINGS I'D RATHER NOT DO BECAUSE I'M A WUSS & RESPONSIBILITIES SUCK—

Okay sorry I'm weird. Anyways, I also checked my grades for my midterms and wow I want to bash my head against a wall, haha. But I did pass the semester with like a 3.5 gpa so yEEt. And I kinda was okay with barely passing some of my exams even though some of them were stupid??

Let me just say this, WHO NEEDS AN EXAM FOR A DRIVERS ED CLASS WHEN WE BARELY FUCKING DRIVE? LIKE THE PURPOSE IS TO DRIVE NOT TO WRITE, Y'ALL. I just hate drivers ed & the people sometimes lmao. And french can suck my ass, (even if I did kinda good recently on a quiz), I just need to suffer for another year & a half. AVID ain't fun at all, math is kinda easy but people suck, & my computer class is just so god damn boring makes me wanna take naps in it.

Okay I went off topic but this chapter doesn't have a point so, whatever. This is literally a rant chapter at this point so might as well go on with it because wow a lot happened?

So, a brace I've had in my mouth FOR YEARS FINALLY CAME OUT but by accident. So like the wire would be on the bottom of my gums/of my mouth and I have fillings so there was two ends that connected to two fillings. In the last few years, even since elementary school, when I would eat bread or gum or like stuff that would get stuck in my teeth would make the left side's thing on the wire come off and of course, it loki hurt but also like UH SHIT FUCK I DON'T NEED THIS! I would have to take out the food/thing stuck in the brace's thing, which was horrible if I had candy or gum that got stuck but did happen once or twice & just took like 30 god damn minutes.

Now, three days ago, after taking 3 short naps in a day while having a headache, my stomach felt like actual hell. It was hurting so bad and it's like it's so physically painful & you're just hoping it goes away soon because LIKE OW BITCH. And then after being in the bathroom for probably 20-30 minutes, I begin to throw up what I ate after my first two naps combined with what I drank an hour prior. Essentially, I threw up, cleaned it up and STILL HAD TO DEAL WITH STOMACH HATING ME, AGAIN. I felt better afterwards but was up and taking naps throughout the night so yeah no thanks I skipped Thursday.

So two days ago, on Thursday, I was being lazy and got sleep & began watching the 100 thanks to melissa/tomsbella, thx. Really good show and I'm still on season 1. Raven Reyes deserves better & #braven by the way. At like 6 pm, I'm just eating some rice, garlic bread and some really good looking lamb chops. You see, I would lamb chops every other day if I could lol. Now, I also LOVE GARLIC BREAD SO MUCH. I start eating a piece of it and of course, the left side of brace comes undone again and it hurts a bit but its the usual, blah blah blah.

Although, I end up moving it a bit and the other side comes out. FUCK. And I basically spit out the whole thing while bread is stuck in it. I rush and tell my parents (more like my mom bc my dad didn't know wtf was going on). So basically I now can feel my gums without the wire being there and the tooth that had a filling on the right side of my mouth is wiggling like it could fall out. And now, by the time I've lifted it a bit with my tongue, it could probably fall out if I keep lifting it up like an idiot. Also mind you, ITS STILL A BABY TOOTH. And a lot of my teeth are still baby teeth, I THINK. Don't @ me tho. Since Thursday night, it's also felt weird bc I had to eat on the left side of my mouth but I tried eating on my right side which kinda hurt oof.

And I've been up since about 3:30 am bc I went to sleep at like 7-8 pm since I was originally taking a nap. I'm just now finishing this as it is 9:10 am & my mom just told me 20 minutes ago that we're going to the dentist in like an hour. I hate the dentist even though they just gonna look at it.

In all, I suck and this whole rant/update was so damn pointless. Sorry if you read through this shitshow of a rant. But if you did, thanks 😂

Bye, ya beautiful sons of guns ( it's a youtuber reference ) & get ready for rant about my mother and my dentist trip she had me go to today