Remember Me || Shawn Mendes

One Last Show

One last show….

Honestly can't believe that this tour is coming to an end….

Kinda gonna miss it….

But it'll be good to be home….

At least I'll have my family at this show….

This one was gonna be different I know it…

After the talk with my parents I felt better….

I'm gonna dedicate this show to her…

“Shawn?”

*yeah? Come in”

“You ready?”

“Yeah…”

“I'm really proud of you sweetie.”

“Thanks mom.”

“We'll meet you at the car”

“Okay.”

Whoo!! Let's do this!!!

**at the show***

I could hear the fans cheering all the way from outside.

They really are the best ever!!!

“See you inside.”

“K.see you inside.”

“Goodluck. Son”

“Thanks dad!”

We parted ways and I went around the back and inside..

I was met by andrew who was going through the set list and just asking if I was okay a million times…

“Andrew I'm okay really… Better Than okay I'm great…”

“Okay...then..let's do this then.”

“Let's do this.”

I ran up to the sound crew who helped wire me up…

I quickly ran to the stage lift and waited for my que…

Once the lift started ascending I closed my eyes and took a deep breath

Soon enough I was visible to thousands of amazing fans there to see me….

My dream….its …..real.

Here we go!

“Guys! Real quick before we get this show started...I want to say something…”

I quickly got nervous and felt like throwing up….

I took a deep breath and continued…

“..umm..4 years ago on this day...something really terrible happened….Some of the worst storms came in right as a Flight took off…..Flight 768...some of you probably have heard of it…..umm...so many people were lost….so many families lost someone…..I was one of them who lost someone…...someone very close to me…”

The crowd ‘Awed’ in sync

I could feel the heavy suffocating feeling coming..

“...H….Her name was….Genesis Lively and she was the absolute love of my life…...I lost her that day as well as a part of me….so I just wanna say you all do know me very well….its only a part of me...and I mean if you love only a part of me...you'd really all me...because with her I was better…..I was whole…without her I wouldn't be here right now….she believed in me when I didn't believe in myself….I never talked about her because it was always so painful…….uhh it still kind of is….. So umm…...I wanna dedicate this show to her...you all really wouldve loved her…….Genesis this is for you!!”