Fine

Chapter 3

*Listen to Violet by Pentagon while reading this chapter*

After we ate the boys wanted to see my new house, so I took them to my apartment. They told me it was cute but lonely.

"It is only me here." I told them. The boys looked at each other then to me.

"JYP has permanent housing you know."  Yugyeom said. I looked at the both of them then sighed.

"Now someone tells me." I said and shrugged. This apartment is fine for me right now. The guys left and I sat on my bed.

I keep thinking of what BamBam told me earlier. My emotions are confused. He really is super sweet, but I'm not sure if I feel that way about him. Yugyeom on the other hand, we get along better than I thought and there is an attraction there for me. I sigh and fall backwards onto my bed. I'm thinking about this too much, so I close my eyes and try to sleep.

The next morning, I get up and shower. I get dressed in my practice clothes which consists of a t-shirt and shorts. My body is going to hate me when I walk outside. At least its not a long walk. I grab something quick to eat, then grab my things to leave. I hope today goes better than yesterday did.

I leave my apartment and make the walk to JYP. The temperature outside has definitely gotten colder and here I am in shorts. I walk into the building and go straight into the practice room. All of us are supposed to be practicing together today.

The practice room is empty when I walk in and I look around. I guess I can practice some by myself until everyone gets here. I set everything up and start on the song If You Do. I start singing along to the lyrics as I dance.

"And you can sing too." A voice says behind me. I jump slightly. I didn't even hear the door, I must have been really into the song. I turn around and see BamBam standing at the door, smiling at me. I turn off the music and I smile.

"Yes I can." I reply.

"And yet you just dance." He says. I shrug.

"It's what I love to do."

"Why didn't you just train to be in a girl group? You know this company needs more girls." BamBam says.

"I don't think I would like that. And I wouldn't be here with you guys." I say. He smiles softly and nods.

"That is true. You can't leave us." He says. I smile. He starts walking over to me and stops in front of me.

"Have you thought of what I said yesterday?" He asks me. I look up at hin and nod.

"Yes and I would like to try something." I tell him. BamBam raises an eyebrow.

"Try what?" He asks. I step closer to him.

"Just let me try something." I say. I reach up and grab his chin lightly and bring it to my face. Our lips softly touch anddddddd.. Nothing. I let him go and look at him. He looks at me.

"I didn't feel anything. Did you?" I ask him.

"Nope." He replies and we step away from each other.

"We are not going to talk about this ever again." I say. He nods.

"Never." He replies. Now we know that neither of us feel anything towards the other. I look over at him and start laughing. He joins me and then offers me his hand.

"Friends?" He asks. I smile and take his hand, shaking it.

"Friends." I reply. He smiles and lets go of my hand. The door behind us opens and everyone comes walking in. About time they showed up. Yugyeom comes over to join us and I turn to him.

"Can we practice first? I would like to practice by ourselves." I ask him. Yugyeom nods.

"Yeah we can go ahead and do our part first." He tells me. I smile and we get practicing right away.

After Yugyeom and I practice, we sit down and rest. We watch the rest of them get practicing. It seems that every guys eye is on Violet. Well except BamBam and Yugyeom. I look over at Yugyeom.

"So what's the big deal about Violet?" I ask him. He looks over at me.

"Well she's super pretty and knows how to use it. She also comes from a well off family." He explains. Well that explains it.

"Her personality is something else." I say. Yugyeom chuckles.

"She doesn't show it to everyone. She hides that." He says. He looks back at everyone. We don't talk for a few minutes.

"What about you? Do you like her?" I ask Yugyeom. He keeps looking at our group dancing. He shakes his head.

"I have someone I'm interested in." He replies. I just nod. I wonder who that is.

"Do you want to go practice?" I ask him. He nods and stands up. I follow him out of the room and we go into another one. Yugyeom sets everything up for us.

"I would like to practice some from our newest album and go through my single from that album." He tells me. I nod as he talks.

"I'm down for anything." I reply. Yugyeom smiles and we start dancing to Lullaby. We dance to a couple more songs and I realize just how well our partnership is. We flow together and that's how dancing is supposed to go.

We stop for a few minutes and drink our water. Yugyeom looks over at me.

"I want to warn you before we start the next song." He says.

"Warn me about what?" I ask him, becoming curious.

"My song is a little bit um.. Sexual." He tells me. Our eyes connect.

"Oh.. I can handle it." I tell him. And I think I just lied to the both of us. Yugyeom nods and I join him in the middle of the room. We dance smoothly and in the middle of the song, I lay down on my back. Yugyeom comes down and moves in between my legs. He hovers over me and moves his hips softly over me. My heart rates instantly picks up and I grab his shoulder for him to stop. He sits up and looks at me.

"I'm sorry. I need some air." I tell him and rush out of the room. I stop right outside of the practice room and try taking come deep breaths.

"I should not be aroused right now." I say to myself. I sigh and close my eyes. There is no denying the attraction anymore.