Day 7

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Dear Boo,

I haven't eaten. I haven't slept. I can't. All I can think about is you lying there, It breaks my heart really it does. The boys have been trying to help me but I don't want any help I want to be on my own. Thinking of you is helping, but being with you will stop the pain. The boys want to go out for pizza tonight for dinner, to help get my mind off things, but I don't want to I want to stay here and write to you, talk to you. it's been a week now. A week of living hell. The boys are stressing over everythng, the funeral costs, the after meth and everything. I can't deal with it, honestly Boo, if anything I would of came with you, only if I could turn back time. I would have drove you there. I feel guilty Honestly Boo i'm sorry I really am. Well i'm going to have to go because Niall is punching the living daylights out of Liam, and Zayn's not here, he went back to bradford for a bit. Don't worry Boo I won't have to suffer for much longer I promise, i'll be there soon. Wait for me? I miss you so much Boo, don't forget that I love you.

love from  Hazzie

xx

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