ELIZABETH'S POV :
I scream at them to stop but i feel my voice stuck in my throat . i want to get on my legs but i end up falling back again , all that I'm capable of right now is crying, i wish if i could disappear right now , i wish if i was dead right now .
" Grayson please stop that's enough " i say with all the strength i have , but he doesn't listen
" you're gonna kill him stop " i cry even harder still no response
" i'm begging you stop " i yell at him and he finally turns to me
" WHY ARE YOU FUCKING DEFENDING HIM LIKE HE'S ALL INNOCENT . HE DESERVES IT ,MAYBE BECAUSE YOU WANTED IT " he shouts and i jump off of my place frightened moreover shocked from whaf he just said .
" Gra-ayson i said stop he's almost dd-dead " i suffocate and it feels like the air isn't reaching my lungs
That's when i finally see loren followed by emma and ethan behind , as soon as she sees me she covers her mouth and run to me crying
" oh my god beth i'm so sorry i couldn't find you anywhere andd-" she brings me into her arms and i see that grayson is no longer in the room , same for ethan as well .
Emma went to get me a jacket from her car , once she comes i put in on and gead outside , i just want to go home , i feel disgusting , i can't even stare at myself .
" Call me as soon as you get her home , stay with her tonight and i'll check on the boys " that's the last thing emma says before going back into that hell .
NEXT MORNING
i woke up with the worst headache possible , i've only slept for 2 hours , every time i try and close my eyes , his image comes to my sight , the way he kissed me , how he ripped my clothes , just like an animal .
a monster
i take the pill on my nightstand, and head to the shower , i face the mirror to see a figure i don't recognize , red puffy eyes , red nose , dry skin , sore throat , i feel disgusting .
i get to bath and lay letting all my muscles relax , i keep replaying the night in my head . it just won't fade away . i feel the tears running down my face , i just can't .
" beth are u there ?" i hear a knock on the door .
i don't bother answering , i don't have the power to , my voice is nowhere to be found .
" please elizabeth answer me , i'm gonna get in " she hits the door even harder and i can feel her getting anxious .
" leave me alone ." that's the only thing i say before hearing her foot steps . she's gone .
after almost 20 min , i roll my body in a towel , and get out to the room , i wear my pjs and just lay in my bed , i'm not going to work , i don't really care if i get kicked out .
i check my phone to see 57 messages and 13 missed calls . i'm not feeling like to talk to anyone .
Sam
his face suddenly appears in my thoughts , i haven't talked to him in what feels like forever , how am i gonna tell him this ? how am i gonna tell my parents ? it is so disappointing . oh nothing i was just partying and got really drunk and almost slept with a random guy , mostly raped .
" i made you some breakfast , there you go " she hands me a plate that has pancakes and a cup of juice next to a tylenol . i shake my head " i'm not hungry , i just want to be alone "
"look beth i don't know how to apologize , what happened was terrible and it was all my fault , i should've never forced you into going with me , i'm so sorry " her eyes water and i bring her into a hug .
" shh it's not your fault , you only wanted me to have fun . i was the drunk one and i was flirting with him " i cry with her " now please forget about this i don't want to talk about it , it make me want to throw up "
" emma called me this morning to check up on you , maybe you need to talk to her? they are worried " she adjusts her self on the bed
" i know . i'm not in the mood , for god's sake i just want to rest " i really do , i get that they are worried but i want some time alone .
" fine , eat your breakfast .i'm gonna call my mom and go get some stuff from the car and i'll come back " she leaves the room and i'm all by myself drown in my own thoughts .
LATER THAT WEEK
it is saturday today , last weekend of summer . glad i'm finally starting college . is that weird ? probably
i haven't seen loren since that day , i spoke to all of them but i just wasn't ready to face them yet , plus i was distracted by preparing to studies .
i still haven't told any of my parents about that night , neither my boyfriend, and i'm not planning onto doing it , we talked but i can't tell them .
Mom told me i should quit the job since the year is begining, i mean i would want to , they send me enough money but i wanted something to do in this last couple of months so it was the only option .
Since this is my last weekend of summer , i decided to do something fun . i invited loren over , she's coming in a few hours , then we'll decide what to do .
MONDAY
my alarm goes off and for the first time i'm immediately get my lazy ass up , i haven't even slept yesterday , i'm so excited .
i do my morning routine , after i shower of course , i wear the outfit that i already picked last night , because i know it will take me an hour to figure it out , i mean it is the first day and we need to give a good impression ;) .
i picked a black short top that had lattice sleeves , high wasted jeans , and a leather jacket , and some high black vans . i don't know what's with the black but i'm proud with the results .
i made my self a coffee and head out . hopefully this day goes well .
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heyy guyss , sorry i know this one is kinda short but i was really off lately and not doing okay , and i've noticed that it's been 2 weeks since i published last chapter and litteraly no one has seen it 😂😂
i should be sad but idk it's making me laugh so hard
anyway i hope u like this one and see you next chapter .
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