It was a nice and warm day. Every student of "Five Nights At Freddy's High School" were in the classrooms, ready to start a new lesson.
Bon Smith was in the biology class and he wasn't really listening at the teacher. He was so full of little thoughts and doubts that he could pay any attention to what she was explaining. Next to him there was her best best friend Joy, she was desperately trying to get his attention. What was he thinking about?
Well, the answer was pretty obvious.
Bonnie was always in Bon's mind, since the moment they had that "guitar battle". Guess what? He has a huge crush on him, but he always refuse to believe that.
Bonnie was a small guy, with purple hair and red eyes. He was... Kinda of his enemy, but that didn't matter at all for them.
They slowly stared to be friends, and then best friends. But, Bon didn't see him in that way, he only pretend to be friends, he can't tell him his feelings.
How would Bonnie react to that? What if he's going to hate him? That could never happen, because that means that he couldn't pass time with him!"Mr. Smith, are you listening?" Th3 teacher said, clearly annoyed by how he was spacing out.
"I... YES, e-eheh...!" Bon answered with a red and embarrassed face.
Some students snorted at him. Well, he looked pretty much funny.
Joy patted his back, whispering a "sorry" with a smile on her lips.
It didn't matter to him, the teachers already knows him and they know that he can be distracted very easily. He tried to free his mind from those thoughts and to finally listen to the lesson, even if it was almost over anyways.-
When school finally finished, some students left the building, finally ready to go home and rest. Others stayed to partecipate to clubs or other activities. Bon was in the school's backyard, while sitting under a big tree, practicing with the guitar. He had a notebook next to his lap and, strangely enough, he was trying to write a song on his own, with words and not notes only. He thought that maybe he could be distracted a little by doing that. Well, it was working! The problem was that the words were kinda... Cheesy?
"What's this..." He titled his head little, looking at the page with a confused look on his face.
But, in his heart, it was clear what was going on: Bonnie. That purple haired weirdo was on in his mind 24/7. He didn't want to admit it, but he was head over heels for him just because of that stupid battle between them. It made him realize that there was someone better than him at the guitar and that made him... Crazy? It was a challenge, something that he had to fight and at the same time it made him fall for someone who was too good to be true.
He grabbed the guitar, adjusting the strings first and than, while staring that that page filled with romantical notes, he started to play. Even whiteout singing, you could feel a warm sensation in the chest just by hearing that sweet sound... Was that the so famous "sound of love"...?And then, in his head, he started singing...
"No hay nadie alrededor
Solo un hueco en mi interior
Dice que en mi corazón
Debo confiarTratando aún estoy
Con desesperación
De entender está emoción
No puedo másQuisiera saber
Que tengo que hacer
Estoy en el borde y todo
Todo es oscuroSé que hay un por qué
Que aún no puedo ver
Contra mí mismo estoy peleando
Luchando en un mundo (que está al revés)
Y va girando
Sin que tú estés a mi ladoYa no se ¿A dónde voy?
¿Que debo elegir?
Quiero gritarlo: ¡Me niego a estar así!Todo es confusión
Al pensar en ti
Quiero gritarlo: ¡Me niego a estar así!Los muros que cree
Muy pronto haré caer
Voy a atravesarlos para seguir buscandoMi verdadero yo, mi razón de ser
¿Cuál rumbo seguiré?
No puedo aún descifrarlo
Nada aquí funciona si tú no estás a mi ladoYa no se ¿A dónde voy?
¿Que debo elegir?
Quiero gritarlo: ¡Me niego a estar así!Todo es confusión
Al pensar en ti
Quiero gritarlo: ¡Me niego a estar así!Va avanzando el reloj y con el la ansiedad
Ya no puedo pensar
¿Es amor? ¿O amistad?
¿Que demonios es esta emoción?Debo descifrarlo
Debo descifrarlo
Puedo hacerlo
Puedo hacerloYa no se ¿A dónde voy?
¿Que debo elegir?
Quiero gritarlo: ¡Me niego a estar así!Todo es confusión al pensar en ti
Quiero gritarlo: ¡Me niego a estar así!"...
After he finishes, he looks up to the sky, even more confused.
"I... I do love him" he admits, all in one breath. It made his chest lighter, like a rock was just moved from there.
He closes his eyes, thinking about all the consequences that would happen if he confessed to him, there were some many. It was like there was an angel and a devil on his shoulders; the angel warned him about all the troubles and the devil told him to leave everyone behind and just embrace this passionate love...
How could he chose?...
"I feel the same..."
The blue haired guy opened his eyes, hearing such a familiar voice... He looked around him and his eyes open shut at that sight..
So, this is love?
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Let's Rock - B x B [ One-Shot ]
Fiksi Penggemar✨Bon Smith, sixteen years old, Spain. He has always tried to run away from his feelings for his friend, Bonnie. But, at the end, he tries to accept them.✨ Written in 2019