Make It Right { Jariana }

F i f t e e n

Ariana's *POV*

~Next Day~

I woke up all sweaty. I needed a glass of water. My mouth was so dry and I could already tell that I stunk. Ew gross. I hate that feeling. I felt sticky and disgusting. Plus I stink. I went downstairs and entered the kitchen, to get a big glass of water. I don't understand why I was so hot.

Everyone left yesterday which leaves me here a lone again. It was like 10:10 am. So that means Scooter and Justin where at the studio. I mean I have no plans today at all. Like always. I don't know I just think ever since Lia and Justin connected, Courtney and Chaz dating, and everyone else getting all close with eachother that just leaves me alone. I'm always that weird awkward lonely girl.

I miss Sheila. I really do. I just feel so awkward and guilty when I talk to her. I feel like I owe her the truth. What I did was wrong. Way out of line. Justin isn't even on my lane.

Okay I just need to relax. And just wait for my cruel punishment. I can't wait that long. I know Justin wants me to wait a week but I don't think I can. I'm not as strong. Not as brave.

I don't know what I would describe myself as. Probably a lost, scared, lonely girl with fears and scars. I really don't understand things to easily. It's hard. I'm way different from any other girl. I would kill to be in Courtney's shoes right now. She's brave, beautiful, and strong. She's got her life way a head of her. Me I don't even know what I want to be. I don't even know if I want to go to college, like I said I'm lost. But I need to find myself. And I need to do it quick.

I went upstairs and went into the bathroom to take a shower. To get rid of the stickiness. The warm water felt so good, I swear. I love this feeling. It's feels way better than that stupid nasty sticky feeling. I washed my hair as always and did my usual routine. I got out and did my hair Natural. It was naturally wavy. I don't really leave it out naturally but I'm lazy today so why not? I did my make up light because like I said I'm lazy. I just put on foundation, concealer, baby lips, and mascara. When I looked pleased with myself I looked into the closet to find something cute. First I put on my undergarments Duhhh. I decided on...

High wasted jean shorts

A plain white tank top- tucked in

A red, blue and white flannel

With my white converse

I thought I looked cute. So I took a selfie and posted it on Instagram and Twitter. Once I put it up I my phone vibrated- indicating that Someone just texted me. And that someone was Austin. I was shocked at first but then happy.

From Austin: Hey I'm in Cali do you think we can go on that date? ;)

I giggled. He's so cute.

To Austin: Are you sure you haven't found another girl. By the looks of it, you seem to be a "player" ;)

From Austin: Are you into players?

To Austin: I kinda am yes.

From Austin : Then I'm a player :)

I laughed.

To Austin: Just don't play me.

From Austin: Just the thought of playing the most beautiful girl on earth disgusts me.

To Austin: Your too cute Mahone.

From Austin: Not as cute as yoouuu!

To Austin: What did you have in mind for our date?

From Austin: It's a surprise ;) but I'll pick you up at 3?

To Austin: Sounds good. What should I wear.