I love you...

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*This has self harming and other triggering things if you are not comfortable with this do not read this chapter*

Ellie's POV:I slammed the door and ran to my dorm crying i bump into someone its a boy i fall he puts his hand out and I take his hand "W-whats wrong?"He says"who are you and why do you wanna know?"I say kinda harshly wiping my tears away"Uh well im Louis...and i just don't like seeing people cry..."He says i look at the floor"Im sorry...m-my name is Ellie..."I whisper"Well whats wrong Ellie..."Louis says"Well nothing just you know....confused..."I say "oh..Well uh if you want we can talk about it..."Louis whispers"I-im fine!"I say fake smiling"I know your not but if you ever wanna talk um here is my phone number he puts his hand out i give him my phone.He gives it back and he put"Some one you can talk to (Louis Tomlinson)"I smile a little he smiles back and we walk away.

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"Whats so good about picking up the pieces?"I whisper singing along to a song i like"Just give her back to me"I sing"What if i cant forget you!"I sing "you cant just throw me away!"I nearly yell as i feel a tear on my cheek i wipe it off.Since tammy wasn't in our door i cried more and turned up the volume on the radio"Whats so good about picking up the pieces ooooooo"I try not to think about Niall but i just cant stop.I grab my phone and scroll through my contacts and find louis i sent him a text

"Hey."

"Hey whats up?"~Louis

"Nothing just drowning in my sorrow..."

"whats going on?"~Louis

"Things...I-i feel stupid for falling in love with someone..."

"Its okay...do you want to come talk to me at my dorm?"~Louis

"Y-yea just tell me the dorm number."

"C12"

Just as i was about to leave i open the door to see Niall his eyes look all puffy and red he was about to knock he pulls his hand back"What do you want now!"I yell"Look i just wanna talk!"He says"Save it Horan!"I yell pushing him out the way"He grabs my arm gently "Please im begging you listen please!"I turn to him and see him crying i felt bad i never seen Niall cry before."F-fine..."I whisper i head back into my dorm we sit on the bed."Look just hear what i have to say...I...i didn't like you..."As i here him say that i was about to slap him"I loved you...and i still do..."He says my heart drops my mind went blank memories played back me and him in our first middle school dance.He grabs my hands"Im so sorry for letting you go..."He cries hugging me tightly"I herd you got back into cutting...."He whispers in my ear a tear falls from my cheek"I... Im so sorry....i wasn't there for you..."He cries more he grabs my arm and pulls my sleeve up."Why.."he whispers."I cry hard he grabs my arm and kisses my scars.He lifts my chin up and wipes my tears away"I...Love you..."Niall says and kisses me.I kiss him back and then i hear a knock at the door i quickly pull back and open the door its Liam...

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