My thoughts

My Feelings

Lately I've just been feeling not myself. I don't really know how to explain it, but for the last couple of years I have been feeling less motivated, and my grades have been lowering slightly. I just feel mentally exhausted and I feel lazy and useless. I really don't understand why to be honest.

I really feel like I'm not happy anymore. I know that's really sad to say but it's true. I do truly feel that I am depressed, but I feel like it's not too severe so I'm just really trying to work on finding out what's bothering me, and why I haven't been feeling happy. I do see my therapist regularly for other things, but I am going to discuss this situation with her regardless. I'm just grateful to have a super supportive family who will hopefully understand what I'm going through.

Another thing that has been bothering me lately is the fact that I have this goal, this dream, but I can't bring myself to work on it. My goal is to become an actress, but I just feel so scared of failure and I was wondering if maybe you guys had any tips...???

Anyways, that's all I really have to say. I will continue to update...sorry if this was boring but I had to share this. Feel free to comment down below if you feel like it.