Harry.
"Long time no see sis." Harry says with that grin I USED to love.
"Harry why would you help Tony do this to me." I say my eyes starting to water.
"I am in it for the money sweet heart." He said with a face that said naw dip Sherlock.
"YOU ASS WHOLE WHAT KIND OF BROTHER DOES THAT!!!" I yell with confidence.
"THE KIND OF BROTHER THAT DOES NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIS SISTER!!" With that he stomped off slamming the door.
Why would Harry do that he loved me he would take a bullet for me I guess he "changed " just like Tony.
Why do I have to be the girl with the messed up life?
"Zayn are you ok?" I ask starting to cry just seeing his leg.
"Yah I think." He says falling asleep soon after. I thought about laying with him then I remember what Tony said.
I hear a door open and footsteps following. Great just great.
"BITCH GET AWAY FROM HIM!!!!" I hear Tony yell.
"Yes sir." I say walking away with my head down.
"Good now what do you want for dinner?"
"May I please have pizza?" I ask in the softest sweetest voice.
"Yes you may." Tony says. Thank god.
After about 30 minutes I was done with my pizza. All I could do was think about the what ifs.
What if I would have never fallen in love with Tony?
What if Tony was still nice and sweet?
What if I wasn't born?
What if I kill myself?
No no no. Star you have to stop thinking like that it is not good for you.
UHHHH MY LIFE SO SUCKS.
I wonder what my mom is doing?
I wonder if Alex is ok?
I hope they are. I wish I was.
"What should we do with her?" I hear a voice say.
"Use her for anything and everything." I hear another voice say.
I don't know why but it just clicked that wasn't the last time me and Tony were going to have sex.
Why why why?
I should have never agreed to this.
I should have just stayed home with my mom and Alex.
I should have said no.
I should have tried to get away from Tony.
I should have died.
I should have to go through hell in back.
All of this shit is my fault.
