I woke up around 1:00 still tired. CRAP why did I have to fall in love with Tony? I wish I could go back in time and NEVR meet him. I could be happy at home in MY bed and in MY house.
"Well I see your up." I jumped at the sound of Zayn's voice.
"CRAP you scared me. Don't do that." I swear boys are stupid.
"Do what? Talk to you." He said with a evil smirk playing on his lips.
"NO sneak up on me like that." I said giving him a devilish glare.
"Ok. Whatever. Sorry." Zayn said with a smile that reached his eyes.
"Thank you." I said with a smile reaching from eye to eye. I all ways liked Zayn in a friend way he was all ways different he never was know for being a BIG jerk. He was nice but could be a jerk if he needed to. He lived in a very fancy apartment. The reason he could afford it was because his whole family is rich.
"So you want to talk about anything he did, just to get it off your chest. I know how it feels to have something like that happen and not tell anyone." Zayn said with a very very serious look on his face.
"I don't know." I said with the saddest face.
"Well when you do know you can tell me. Ok?" He said in a soft voice almost as if he thought those words would hurt me.
"Ok." I said with an assuring look on my face. I really don't know if I want to tell anyone what happened. I know if I do it will make me feel better. But what if I tell someone than they just blow it off like its nothing. For some reason I KNOW Zayn would never do that.
"HEY, ZAYN COULD YOU COME HERE A MINUTE!!!" I going to tell him every thing.
"YAH GIVE ME A SECOND I AM CHANGING!!!" He yelled down the hall.
"Ok!!!" I yelled back. About two minutes later Zayn came in wearing black jeans and well no shirt. Why did it take a guy two minutes to put on jeans.
"Ok what's up why did you want me." He asked with a confused face.
"I am ready I want to tell you every thing he did." I said and I felt tears in my eyes already.
"Are you sure?" Zayn asked but I could not tell his emotion.
"Yes. So here it goes, it all started when we got to the hotel. He was hugging me and kissing me WAY more than normal. But I just ignored it because I thought he was showing how much he loved me."
"Wait are you sure you want to do this your crying and you act like you don't want to tell me?" Zayn said with a worried look. I didn't even know I was crying till he said I was.
"Yes I am very sure. Any ways I decided I wanted to take a shower. When I got in I couldn't move the hot water relaxed me so much. I was in there for about 5 minutes when I heard Tony come in. When I asked him why he was in here he said "to give you your surprise". I just laughed and he told me he was not joking. When he said that he opened the shower curtain and turned off the water in that moment I knew exactly what my surprise was. I started crying so he told me it will be over soon. He got in with me and started kissing me I couldn't help it I kissed him back force of habit I guess." I had to stop and breathe for a minute I had just said a lot.
"Then he started kissing down my neck. After he finished he went to my breast rubbing and kissing them I couldn't stop the moans that came out of my mouth. I wanted him to stop so bad but I knew that I could not say anything that would make him stop. So I just cried. He picked me up and carried me to the bed and I knew what was next. He was done teasing HIMSELF so as soon as we reached the bed he was on top of me licking my inner thigh. I hated and still hate myself but I just couldn't hold back my moans." At this point I was bawling. I just couldn't hold back the tears and Zayn was holding he tight in his arms with his chin on my head. I felt wanted and I felt safe.
"Once he was done "eating me out" he went in me. The worst thing was that he didn't start slow he slammed inside me. I always thought the first time I would have sex would be slow and passionate. NOT the EXACT opposite. He keep going faster and faster each time harder by that time I already came twice him on the other hand had came about four times I should know because each time he did it was in me. After about two hours he stopped." I was finished talking now and just keep crying on Zayn's chest. After a couple of minutes I dozed of into a nice peaceful sleep.
