Small Words

17

I…

I just like how I just gave up on love.

I mean—

I can't even be affectionate, to save my own life.

Like,

I dunno—

I guess, I just gave up on hoping.

Well, if one were to fall in love with me, I would and will be oblivious as heck.

Haha…

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I actually fear not falling in love.

I… I don't know, because, for me, if I don't, makes me give an impression of myself that I can't even love. Whoo, a loveless little freak.

I'm starting to resent more, than actually love.

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I doubt anyone's going to even read this, or even care.

So why continue writing when no one's going to read it?

I dunno! 😂

Is anyone gonna read my sh*tty stories when they are published? Probably not!

Probs gonna be overshadowed by people with bigger names than me.

Isn't that how the cursed algorithim works? I might've spelt that wrong, but E H.

I mean, I post've one onced.

Managed to go up to nine chapters, and just give up. I unpublished afterwards, when I realized,

"No, no, no. This story isn't worth it. This ain't worth someone's eyes and time."

👏👏👏👏👏👏

Great job me.

Great F*CKING job.

This thing was supposed to be about me worrying on the fact that I can't love.

But noooooooooooo—

I've brought it to a rant filled with self-hate, and hatred on my own writing and story telling skills.

One of the many reasons why I right Oneshots, and rarely show the sh*t to anyone. (｀∀´)

Hah, also love it when people cut me off when I try to F*CKING speak in a group. (ﾟ∀ﾟ)

Rude b*tches. (눈﹏눈)╬

I'm just trying to express my frikkin opinions, and here you are being a f*cking asshole.

This is why I like one-to-one convos, than a group chat. Feels more like a group project, because you have to contribute something to the conversation, before the topic changes and it has to be related.

For f*ck's sake, what if I don't know the topic? Oh, I dunno, do I have to fake my sh*t and agree with all the sh*t I can't even understand?

(눈▽눈) B*tch, excuse me? Does it look like I know all the sh*t you know?

Well, I don't.

(눈_눈)… Now I see why I hate most people now.

(눈_눈) Most of them are f*cking assholes.