Tom/haz one shots

2: leap of faith

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Do not read if you ship halivia
Warnings: self harm, suicide
Enjoy
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Well here I was, on top of a building getting ready to jump. Your probably wondering why I'm here, well it all started in high school.
Tom, haz, and me were best friends, we would do everything together. We were like the holy trinity, but then high school came around and we weren't so close anymore. Tom was always busy so I hung out with haz a lot. The more I hung out with him the more I developed feelings for him. One day I was showing a new student around. Her name was Olivia and we became friends. I decided to introduce her to haz, big mistake. We were walking down the hall and I saw haz.
H) hey y/n
Y) hey haz this is Oli-
O) Olivia nice to meet you and your name is haz?
H) it's my nickname it's short for Harrison
O) Harrison what a cute name
After that Olivia would only come over if haz was, she stopped sitting with me at lunch, and she made new friends. She completely forgot about me, but at least I still tom and haz or at least I thought. Last Friday I saw something that I never wanted to see. Olivia and haz holding hands, I felt my heart break. I ran to the bathroom and took out my scissors from my binder. I never did this before but I never felt a heartbreak. Five for not being good enough, one for being stupid, one for let Olivia meet haz, and one for doing this. After one week of haz and Olivia, I couldn't see it anymore so after school I went to the roof. I would usually go to the roof to think but I guess this is where I end my suffering. I was about to jump when I heard a voice I thought I would never hear again.
H) y/n?
His voice broke when he said my name, it made me feel worse.
Y) haz
H) what are you doing here?
Y) ummmm
H) no, no don't tell me you were going to jump
I felt so bad, haz doesn't deserve this
Y) I'm sorry Harrison
And with that I jumped, but I didn't fall. I looked up to see Harrison holding on to my leg. When he pulled me up, he immediately hugged me.
H) oh y/n please don't go, I can't live without you
Haz was crying and honestly it broke me. I started crying too
Y) haz the only reason why I did it because I love you but you looked so happy with Olivia
H) hey I'm not in love with Olivia
Y) then why were you with her?
H) because I love you. I thought I would never have you so I went with Olivia. Y/n please don't do that again
Y) I won't as long as I have you.
Then we kissed, if I actually ended my life I wouldn't have haz and if I did I'm pretty sure haz would have joined me. I guess we need each other.

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Sorry guys if it's bad, I thought about what to write for awhile and I went with this so I hoped you enjoyed.