Suicide Note

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Tell to my mom that I'm really sorry for being like this ..

It just that I'm scared .. I'm not strong enough to face everyday life.

I'm sorry mom.

I ain't gonna be able to pay all the money that you spend from me ..

but don't worry .

I know after i hanged myself ..

I'm going to pay all the fucking sins that i caused .

again I'm sorry. 

please promise me that you're going to take care of yourself ..