Jonathan got up furiously and threw the headphones against the wall "You what?!"
I flinched at how loud his voice got. I never knew he could raise it so much. "I'm sorry!" I fell to my knees and couldn't help but cry in pain. "I'm..I'm sorry.." Jonathan's expression changed to a rather surprised but a little on the 'I'm feeling bad' side as well. "I know this isn't easy for you!" I shouted covering my face with my hands so he wouldn't see me cry so much. "It's not easy for me either.. I haven't done my job. You haven't killed yourself yet and I'm the one that's gonna get fired." I said leaned against the wall, slumped down.
"Why do you care?" He got mad again, "why do you care whether you get reassigned or not..?!"
"Because I love you! Jonathan I love you!!" I wiped my tears. "I know I'm a demon, and you're a human. We don't mix but I can't deny these feelings anymore.. the other day.." I swallowed my tears and my throat clammed up. "The other day, I meant those words. Everything I said to you.. despite me having an assignment to work on I don't want to complete it!" I stood in front of him. "I don't want to get reassigned, Jon."
Jonathan wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a tight hug. I thought how is this possible, before I went straight through him, now we are able to touch eachother. The feeling was nice, and warm.. he was so.. gentle.
I was able to feel his skin that's always covered by the grey jacket. His soft, fragile, fair.. skin.
Jonathan and I stayed that way for a while, I was too comfortable to move or even to look up at him. A few minutes later I did, I made eye contact with him and out of all things that could have possibly been in my mind, all I was thinking is 'hOw iS hE sO tALL?! ItS nOt fAiR'
"My idiot.." Jonathan broke the silence.
"My..my what?" I pull away slightly just enough to see him face to face. "My little demon idiot" he smiled and kissed my forehead. My face turned bright red and I blushed like an idiot >\\^\\< 💓
