The Moons Servant

Oblivion

Not caring anymore I gave up I gave up on all the pain heartbreak an all confusion. I let go an let the nothingness take over feeling for the first time in week at peace maybe god has finally heard my pleas and decide to take mercy on me allowing me to pass from this cruel unforgiving and heartless world I live in ill finally be with momma again ill be able to see my dad an ill have gramma back just the thoughts of being able to be back with those I hold dearly feel me with such happiness a joy indescribable but as this thought had occurred to me another thought occurred to me if im dead where am I why do I still feel whole as a person where are the golden gates of heaven or the fiery lakes of hell hoping for the latter of the oppositions I feel a pull deep within as im not dead yet am I someones trying to bring me back panicking I start to cry I don't want to go back I don't want to feel anymore I im tired shouting out as loud as I can begging pleading to any higher power that would listen to my pleads the vision clearing I look around and notices im alone on a worn path in the middle of the woods looking up the path then back down wondering wich way to go but something pulls to me an I start slowly walking up the path in wonder as lighting bugs fly around an beautiful flowers an herbs grow in adbundace as I walked I notice a soft glow comeing from further up the pathway moveing a little faster I start to notice a little cabin sat in the center of the woods standing alone srounded by nothing but wilderness and beauty for as far as the eye can see walking closer twords the door I know I should be fearsome of a randome housee in the middle of nowhere but at the sametime I have no clue where I am how I got here or whats going on and being conveintly close to a house dosent feel right I mean if someone where wanting to harm me well leaving me here was a mistake cause this feels more like paradice. standing in front of the door I stare at it taking in every little detail of it from the old warn white paint to the vines and flowers beginning to climb up around it but they were carefully groomed showing signs of someone have been here recently an how the soft glow escaped from the edges of the windows giving off a simple radiance to the house. softly I raise my hand to know now fearing I may be waking whomever lived here I wait a moment an then decide that maybe this wasn't a great idea as I turn to go I hear the door creak open.

"my child I was starting to wonder whether you were going to stand an stare at that door forever or whether you would turn an make a run for it. I see you have chosen the later but I must tell you that you can't escape your own destiny it is woven into your soul," she says

soft-spoken quite and gentle are all words that come to mind when hearing her voice for the first time slowly turning my eyes never leaving the ground hoping to show how sorry I was for waking her at such an ungodly hour staring down I can clearly see her feet although shoeless her feet are perfect not one blemish can be seen an her skin is a beautiful pale white as if it has never been touched by the sun.

"Im truly sorry for waking you at this hour mama," I whisper out slowly trying to figure out how to explain how I came to be on her property or even where I am but before I can speak up she interrupted.

Nonsense I've brought you here how would I ever be angry with a guest whom I brought now you wouldn't have even been able to reach me had I not wanted you to. she stops I can feel her gaze resting on me taking in my appearance as if there was anything to take in I am nothing compared to the other girls in town I didn't have natural beauty like most girls but im okay with that im okay with being normal. opening the door wider she gestures for me to follow her pulling my self together I slowly look up to see her retreating further into the small quaint cottage it wasn't anything fancy actually it was quite a comfortable home with nature decorating the walls entering I see a small staircase off to the side probably going up to a bedroom seeing as the rest of the house was open no other wall or doors except one going out the back door in the living room she had a small quant fire going she stood in the kitchen preparing something.