Hey guys sorry I couldn't update I was at my dad's house and he has no internet and my phone wasn't working but here's an update. ¡¡¡TRIGGER!!! and guys whether you call it a mental illness or not in this fanfic it is I'm not calling you mental I'm just putting it here. Enjoy
Hemmo: Dyslexia: You were dyslexic and you hated it. You were attempting to study when you got frustrated with all the letters and numbers that looked the same and threw your book to the floor, your makeup all over the place from crying, sitting on you and Luke's bed. Baby girl what's wrong he asked. You crawled into his lap and whispered dyslexia. He hugged and said we will do this together. He helped you read it and you eventually understood a little bit of it. Luke you asked with tears threatening to spill. Yes baby he answered. Do you think that I'm stupid. Y/n y/n y/n his features softened you will never be stupid you are the smartest, strongest girl I know. Thanks Luke. Not a problem hun. You kissed him softly on the lips and cuddled into him, and he kept helping you read.
Irwie: Anxiety: You had anxiety. Almost everyday you had an anxiety attack because of the fans. You loved the fans and they loved you also but sometimes they just got a little wild. You haven't told ash about your anxiety in case he thought you were a freak (I have anxiety and this girl didn't want to talk to me thinking I would do something like ok bitch you were annoying anyway). You two were going to a restaurant with the boys in honor of their album. The only one who knew about your anxiety was Calum because he has been your best friend since you were little. Going into the restaurant fans swarmed over so you ran inside to the bathroom. A lovely fan who was as cute as can be asked Ashton if you were ok and that's when it hit him he didn't know where you were. He went into the restaurant and the hostess (if that's how ya spell it) said bathroom your welcome to go in there. Ashton quickly thanked her and went in to see you crying and shaking into Calums chest. shhhh listen to my heartbeat calm down babe Calum whispered to you. That's when you said A-ashton I'm sorry. He went over to you as calum stepped out of the way. Baby girl don't worry. He calmed you down and you guys left and got dinner. That night you explained to ash and he promised to be by your side the whole time.
Clifford the big colored haired dork: Bipolar: You were bipolar. You tried your best to control it but sometimes it was too much. MICHAEL WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING PICK UP YOUR DAMN SHOES AND PUT THEM IN OUR ROOM. Babe what's wrong he paused his game and put down his pizza with a confused and concerned face. I-im sorry mikey I love you you said. Y/n what's wrong sugar. NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUISNESS YOU screamed tears rolling down your face. I'm sorry Michael I'm bi-bipolar you stuttered. Cmere honey, you should have told me. How about tomorrow we get you some medication he suggested. I-I can't last time I had the medicine they gave me the wrong one and tried to... never mind you said embarrased. Tell me babe, we are in this together Michael said. You won't think I'm a freak you asked. Never my beautiful girl now tell me bubba. Last time they gave me the wrong medications and I tried to kill myself and it made me crazy. Ok babe maybe we can try a different doctor would you be up to that you smiled and nodded. After you played video games with Michael all day and he did whatever you said.
Hoodlum: Bulimia: You hated the way your body was. To you, you felt fat and ugly as you looked in the mirror. Calum had asked if you guys could stay in and have a lazy day and you said yes because you were very tired and it would be easier to hide your bulimic side. He asked for pasta and that was good for him but to many carbs for yourself. So settled for some salad then went to the bathroom. Calum came in to get some deodorant and saw you about to throw up. Baby girl stop it. y/n y/n baby you don't need to do this. You looked at him with teary innocent eyes and said I'm sorry cal I just can't take this. Shhhh I know baby he cooed rubbing your back with your face in his chest (MOTOR BOAT I'm kidding this is a serious matter). Sweet heart tell me why, your so perfect and I couldn't ask for any one better. I'm sorry Calum, you deserve a girl who is skinny and pretty and shhhhh baby girl he rubs your back cutting you off. You too both watched disney movies all day while cuddling eating all the junk food you want.
This was hard to write. I did look up alot of information about this. These things upset me alot and I'm here to talk to anyone. My kik is maddielovestw
