Lisa POV
It was January, the year was starting and we didn't see each other since a month. I missed her so much but I was mad at her.
I didn't say her 'happy new year', I was really mad and she should know, probably she didn't know.
15, January.
Hey, Lisa -Rosé said.
Wassap bro -I smiled, I missed her.
Did you know Kim Jennie will go today? -what she's talking about, I thought.
Where? I don't know nothing
New Zealand, her fly will go at 3 am, Jisoo told me that, and today is her goodbye party, did you were invited? -no, I wasn't.
No, I'm not.
Me neither, her friends hate us -she laughed and my heart was broking.
Jennie's friends hate me because I was the person who Jennie likes. But she never told me, and I was too coward.
Flashback//
We arrived at my house, it was 12 am.
Lisa, can you give your phone to calls my dad? -Jennie said, looking into my eyes.
Ofc, here -I gave to her.
Her small hands grabbed my phone and she walked away a little centimeters. I was going to sit on the bench that I have outside my house. She was walking to me and sit beside me.
Today was fun, right? Be with you in the party and everyone upset for that, was the best part -I giggled, she likes when people are upset.
Yeah, you're friends really hate when we're together but I love be with you -I was looking down because I'm so freaking shy, ugh.
*My mind*
She told me a day ago that she wanna come to the party with me.
If you want go there with your friends it's ok, I don't care -I said with a little mad tone.
No, I wanna go with you, please don't be like that -I was mad and jealous cause her friends always were first than me.
Ok, we gonna go together, pick me up at eight o'clock, don't be late -I was hidden my smile.
*Success*
She grabbed my hand slowly and I was afraid, afraid of bring down this moment, our friendship, everything. Maybe she was too confident that night, maybe was the atmosphere, maybe was the fact that I like her, or she like me back, or maybe was that desire to be together, maybe was everything. I pushed her hand away, I was nervous, I'm so sorry Jennie Kim.
I like your necklace -she said.
Really? My mom gave it to me but if you want I can give it to you -I was shaking. She nodded. I was going to give it to her at her hand and she put her hair up I knew it, she want me to put it on her. I was shaking I swear. I slide the necklace around her neck and I feel her skin it was so warm and softly. She returns her head to me when I ended and she was staring at me and she was so close, I was so nervous and afraid. She wanna kiss me? I mean, I wanna kiss her so bad but it is my first kiss, if I do badly, or if she don't like me anymore? I took a step back, I'm so sorry Kim Jennie.
She left my house after that.
Flashback end//
*Kim Jennie chat*
Hey, I miss you, wanna see ya. -It was my last chance.
Lisa, I miss you too, I would like see you.
Whenever you want, I can.
12 am.
That was our last conversation, she don't answer me never. I lost connection with her. She left me alone, in this country with all the places making me remember her, with all our past, all our plans, our moments, our laugh and I feel the pain. There it is, when you realize that you lost something important, well I felt that, I lost the love of my life, my perfect girl, my soulmate. I take my phone and saw her picture, I took that picture one month ago, when I saw her for the last time she looks beautiful, I never thought this will be the end. I hate the way we end, when we never started. But I guess it was my fault cause I were a coward.
I'm so sorry Kim Jennie, for not be enough, for be coward, for be shy, for be stupid, for gave you the wrong message, I really like you, but you're not here anymore, I miss you and I will never over you, it's a promise.
I never know about her after that day. The day she left me with No Goodbye.
I really hope we'll can meet one day and...
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No Goodbyes - One Shot. (Eng)
Fanfiction"... Wanna see you, I miss you -lisa said, she knew that she was leaving her but she didn't wanna tell her she knew it. I miss you too. "
