I'm weighed down
by favours for other people.
My arms tremble as I carry the satisfaction for other people.
My cheeks ache from constantly
Moulding a smile for other people.
My heart can't take the amount of love I have to give for other people.
I'm always running in circles to please other people, no one had stopped me to ask what I want.
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this is kind of a vent oops, but for once in my life I just want to do something for myself and no one else. Like I understand making other people happy especially if they're your family, but no offence I want my happiness to come above anyone else's and as selfish as that sounds, that's the only way anyone can be truly happy, if they prioritise themselves first.
