A Regretfull Life (Creepypasta fanfiction)

Chapter 2 (Edited)

Sorry i made 6 years skip but i'm too lazy to write all that and besides i had no ideas, although i have the plot figured out. Enjoy, btw, the picture is Rachel.

*6 years later* (Rachel and BEN/Bemin are 12)

It had been six years from that day.

Bemin had caught me, and because the fall was big he got injured.

Of course i ended up healing him because no one else cared about him.

I don't get why though, he is so sweet and cute, he can't kill a fly, unlike me who doesn't even react to the beating,

I stay emotionless and i can beat someone up.

After all these years, that's how i am now.

The only person who makes me have emotions is Bemin.

And he still doesn't let anyone but me call him that.

I am currently getting beat up by my mom, and Bemin is getting beaten by dad.

I tried to make him run, but i was too late.

I snapped when my mom made me get up and pushed my long straight blonde hair.

I yelled at my parents for the first time ever.

"Enough!" I screamed and had my hands balled up in fists.

I turned around and pushed mom to make her fall.

She did and fell into the coffee table.

Dad rushed to her and i quickly helped Bemin get up and ran to the forest with him.

Bemin wasn't THAT surprised.

We still tell each other everything.

We still only had each other.

The only thing besides me that changed after all these years, were the beating and bullying.

It just got worst.

As we were running i heard our mother yell at us,

"YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT YOU LITTLE BITCHES!!"

We ran to the forest and climbed high in a tree branch

. We were looking in a lake in a good distance.

"I'm sorry, Bemin, i just snapped, i couldn't see you get beaten for not even one second." I said looking down. Bemin hugged me.

"It's okay, Rach." He said with his beautifull soft voice, i smiled,

"Thanks Bemin," I said. We had bought our backpacks and was time to go to hell.

"Lets go, Bemin, we have to go to school." I sighed, getting off the tree.

"Lets go then, Rach, it's pizza today, i can't wait!" He giggled. Always so optimistic...

We split up eventually, and i was waiting in the entrance of the classroom, for the teacher's arrival. 7th grade sucks! Hell, school sucks. I have been bullied since kindergarden, when i was fourth. The day before my first bullying case, me and Bemin had been watching the anime Elfen Lied, and there was that song, it made me so calm, Bemin noticed that and on the next day when i got bullied, i went home crying, and Bemin hugged me ans shushed me by humming that song. I calmed down and fell asleep. 

I snapped out of my thoughts when i heard an 'oh-too-familiar' voice speak to me.

"aww, freak, you still haven't killed yourself?" He spat. 

"Why should i do that to myself?" I said facing him.

"Because no one loves you and no one wants you to be alive?" He said in a 'duh' mode.

"You're wrong! My brother loves me, he cares about me, and i about him. And i have myself! I'm the only one who should like me, and i do! And besides, i would NEVER leave my sweet brother alone in this godforsaken world!" I said, not realising that i would later regret those very words... 

He growled in defeated and pushed me, making me hit with my head on the wall,

"The world's not made for you, so you have to die." He said. And with that he walked away. He's the one who bullys me the most, he was the first one, and he has been doing it all these years, i, somehow, always end up in the same class as him! Stupid unfair life!

~~~~After school~~~~~~

I was walking to our spot to meet Bemin, i bet that he's waiting for me...

"Rach, oh my god, you're bleeding, what happened?" He said with worry in his eyes, he rushed at me and hugged me tight, dirtying his clothes, but he never cared about them...

"What do you think happened? I got beat up again." I said hugging him back.

"L-lets go home." I said. I stuttered because it will be SO bad when we got there, all thanks to me. 

We opened the front door and our parents were waiting for us.

"OH, I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU TWO, IT WILL END TODAY!" Yelled our father, and then our mother chuckled and said,

"YOU HAVE MET WITH A TERRIBLE FATE, HAVEN'T YOU?" And i knew what that meant, they were gonna kill us. I grabbed Bemin's hand and made him run, toward the forest.

"BEMIN, RUN!!!!!!" I shouted, snapping him out of his trance. 

We ran towards the lake, but, when we were side by side with the lake, our father caught Bemin and threw him to the lake, grabbing his head and making him stay underwhater, but he sometimes managed to get up.

"BEMIN!" I said, with terror in my eyes, the only person who ever cared about me, was dying.

"Rach, RUN, please!" He looked at me with pleading eyes. What do i do?????

I ran to the forest, ran and ran and ran. All that roamed my mind was, how could i leave him behind? How could i betray him like this? HOW? He may die, and if he doesn't, he will end up hating me, but he wanted me to run. Because he loves me, and i love him. But, i just left him anyway. I hate myself!!!!