A Regretfull Life (Creepypasta fanfiction)

Chapter 25

"Liu?"

"Yes." His voice had gotten softer as he glanced at the expression on my face.

I couldn't tell if it was rage, resentment or fear.

"And Slender didn't think of telling me this?!" I screamed, my hands grabbing and pushing my hair.

"Calm down. Nothing's going to happen. We're going to torture him and find out his plans."

"Calm down? How dare you say that?!" I growled, furious now, getting near him.

He was sitting on the ground while i was standing up, trying not to go completely insane.

"I'm not-" I interrupted him with my angry burst.

"How the fuck do you dare say that shit to me?" I was livid. "I was kidnapped, tortured by him, but that's nothing new to me now, is it?" I chuckled humorlessly "He fucking raped me Masky! I know I don't mean shit to you but you must have a thread of common sense remaining."

"I didn't mean it to sound like that. Where's the Rachel i know? The fearless girl that'd do anything for the others?"

I stopped moving.

"Cause that's what we're doing right now. We are doing this for the others. If you're the only one that can find him then stop being selfish and just help."

I chuckled bitterly. It wasn't funny but all I wanted to do was laugh, so i did.

My psychotic laughter caused Masky to look at me worriedly, but i couldn't care less.

"You're one to talk about being selfish, aren't you?" He flinched. I smirked, the feeling of empowerment fueling my soul. "And please do enlighten me, which Rachel do you know? The Zalgo soldier, the independent creepypasta, the tortured soul or Bemin's protector?"

He was right though, even though i hated to admit it. Had i finally been broken to the point that i was willing to run away from something? Special something that could save lives, who knows maybe doing this could save Bemin's life.

I stood a moment in silence to think about my next course of action.

I could continue the mission alone and fear Liu gets me by surprise and keeps doing what he did to me; or i could stay with Masky and do this shit and hope for better chances.

What i really wanted to do couldn't be done now. The second i accepted the mission all possibilities of avoiding said mission turned null.

Fuck it.

I felt the last piece of sanity break inside me as i made my decision.

It's not like I've got anything else that​ can be done to me that I haven't been through before.

Masky would only slow me down and maybe fuck things up.

I did know where Liu was.

"I'm gone. Head back or stay here camping." My voice was emotionless, a complete machine.

"Wait, you can't​ head back! You know that you can't go back on a decision." He said, looking at me pointedly now.

"Who said i was heading back?" I spat. "I'm doing this shit. You're just gonna stall me, so goodbye."

I sprinted towards Masky, grabbed his phone at the same time he grabbed my arm.

"You're not doing this. We're partners whether you like it or not."

"Piss off." I made a fast movement and stepped back, freeing myself from Masky's hold. Before he could think about doing anything, i was gone into the digital world.