Suicidal reader!!! If you are not comfortable with it I suggest you read something else, and if you ever need to talk there are plenty of people.
You were falling behind on everything. Traning, homework, assessments. Time just kept on slipping away. You spent most of your days cutting away at your wrists, admiring how the crimson blood dripped to your bedroom floor.
"I need to stay awake more..." You thought aloud. You got up, washed off the dry blood and wrapped up your cuts in bandages. You put on a baggie hoodie and blue jean shorts and walked off to the nearest store.
When you got there you made your way to the medicine aisle, looking for pills that would help you stay awake. Soon enough one caught your eye. You picked it up and read it's description.
"Caffeine pills..Huh."
You walked up to the cashier and bought them. You exited the market, as you turned a corner you bumped into someone. A boy with crimson hair and shark like teeth. Eijiro Kirishima. He was your best friend since middle school, and he was the reason you met Bakugo. Your explosive boyfriend. You quickly snapped out of your thoughts and got up and helped up Eijiro,
"Haha! Sorry bout that, Kiri!" You faked a smile.
"Y/n! It's okay, no need to worry. It wasn't very manly for me to bump into you." He said slightly embarrassed. You reached into your pockets but your pills were missing. You looked around frantically but before you knew it, Eijiro was picking them up for you.
Shit!
He looked at the bottle and frowned,
"...Y/n..This isn't good for your health. Not at all." He said sternly. You sighed, "Kiri, give them back." You stated flatly reaching your hand out. He didn't give them back, he gritted his teeth and shoved them in your hands. "Fine, just be responsible with these. Got it?"
You nodded,
"Okay then. See you later." He waved.
You walked away, a grimaced. You were having second thoughts about the pills after all, but in the end you just shook your head and convinced yourself you needed them.
After a couple of days of taking them you started having more time to catch up on everything. You had more time for Bakugo and your friends. Kirishima talked to you here and there but not as much as before he found out about the pills.
"Oi! Are you coming?!" Bakugo hollered.
You ran up to him, "Sorry! Let's goooo" You giggled. It was summertime and you still had your long sleeve, button up shirt on. You were sweating, it was tempting to roll up the sleeves but the night before you cut yourself and you couldn't risk Bakugo seeing them. He glances over at you,
"What the hell, Y/n? It's hot as fuck and you're still wearing that?" He asks, you laugh nervously.
"Yeah, guess I'm more comfortable." You shrug. He scoffs and grabs your arm, and begins to lift up the sleeve, but before he can you yank your arm away from his grasp. You hang your head down,
"..Sorry..I have to go. Bye." You walk away faster.
"Y/n! You better get your ass back over here!" He yells, beginning to run after you. You quickly use your quirk to slow him down, but he uses his explosions against you and soon enough tackles you to the hard, hot concrete.
"Get off of me, Katsuki!" You hissed. He glared at you, "It's Bakugo, now what the fuck what all that shit for?" He asks repeatedly. You don't answer, tears prick your eyes. "Let me see your fucking backpack, Y/n." He flips you over. "Ka-Bakugo! Let me go!" You demand. He pins your hands above your head,
"Or do you want me to see your arms that your hiding first?" He whispers in your ear. You flinch but let him go through your backpack. You hope he doesn't find the pills, if he did you would never be able to live it down. He would see your ugly flaws, and current problems. He immediately stops rummaging through the backpack and glares at you, he takes out the pills.
"Caffeinated pills..? What the fuck?!" He tosses them. You needed those pills, hell they were making you addicted. "Why the hell do you need those?!"
You looked away, shame eating away at you.
"I...I.." Tears fell down your eyes, you're (f/c) hair covering your face. His face remained unchanged, "Do I fucking even want to see your arms?"
You shook your head violently,
"Please...D-Don't..!" You sobbed.
He still looked at your bandaged arms. When you looked down at the bandages there was dry blood on them, the cuts must've opened up.
"Shit..I should've listened to Kirishima.." He whispers, your eyes widened. "Why didn't you tell me about this, Y/n?" He says softly looking into your eyes. "..." You stay silent,
"Answer me goddammit!" He yells.
"...S-So I could stay up and catch up on work, and training...and have more time for people.." You say honestly, tears falling down your face. "Couldn't you ask me?" His face looked sad. Your heart broke, you never meant to make him worry about your problems. You didn't want him to be sad because he felt like you couldn't rely on him.
"I-I'm...." You trailed off. No words could explain your pain. You didn't want him worrying about you and your problems, you wanted him to focus on him. And his ideals and dreams without having you drag him down. He let go of your wrists and watched your body tremble, to him you probably looked like you were dying of a seizure from how much yoh were shaking. He got up and looked down at you,
What is he doing? Ah...I know what's going to happen next...
Guess I deserved it
Before you could bat an eye he stood behind you, he carried your backpack.
"H-huh..? Wh-What are you doing..?" You try to stop the tears, he didn't answer but he carried you in his arms. "What's it look like? I'm carrying you." He states bluntly. His hands were warm and reassuring. You loved it when he held you, it felt so safe and warm...
"Y/n." He looks down at you. You force yourself to look at his tall figure,
"..Yes..Bakugo?" You answer meekly,
"Listen. I love you and care about you. Don't ever fucking think for one second that I won't help you or I don't care about you because I care about you more than myself. Seeing you today hiding away all of your pain makes me worried. So...Please let me in.." He begged at the end,
You didn't know how to answer, his sudden words came out so calmly yet lovingly..You were glad by his words but..would he so lovingly accept your heart? Your cuts, and drug obsession?
"..I would love to..but...Why? I cut myself everyday...I took pills and overdosed..." you begin to doubt everything you've done up to know, "I have depression...And it's terrible!" You sobbed.
"And? Didn't you listen to me? I said I'll help you. You'll never have to go through this again, Okay?" He tried reassuring. You smiled and wiped away your tears,
You nodded and snuggled on his chest,
"Together..!"
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This took me 5 days.
*screams*
I promise I'll be better with updating!
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